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finally it is over 4 days in sitex.. super good experience.. at least make a few new friends and also saw tons of my old friends either working there or go there to buy stuff.. so many of them haha..
my brother was there with his gf .. and he brought a DIGITAL CAM!! sob.. but it is for his gf... so dont think i can use it, but can always borrow hahaha..
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sharon come to visit us too buying us food so nice of her. must treat her food some other day le...
got to know a few new friends at sitex.. two gamer girls who play RO. and brought game from jem .. jessica and nelise from IDA booth.. choonwei from gunbound booth.. and 2 more guys but never get thier contact..nevermind it is a fun place i guess.. so see how much see this friends can be better friends in future anot.. ..
thanks jassica for the lovely picture she have taken with us. nice knowing you.. and yah this is the only piccy we take during sitex2004.. hui never bring his cam!!!
i think it is good to work in fair.. make u feel more confident at times.. but of course u also feel dejecting if the people just ingore u ...
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SALES EXPERIENCE
sales experience ..
if people want to buy .. u just tell them the price.. they want they will buy ... if they dont want to buy ... u talk for 1 hour, demo for 1 hour.. they also wont pay 6 dollars for a game yet they want to listen to u but sometimes your effort does pay off when u able to confuse them, giving them no chance to consider.. maybe u can consider that as a way to cheat.. but what other better way is to do sales.. if a product is good. u dont even need to do any promotion or marketing people will come and look for u..
tired very tired.. really.. nearly blackout..hahaa.. but ok lah manage to survive.. tomorrow last fay at sitex hope that sales will be good ... at least make some earning ba...
i'm so confused.. all come too sudden.. if this is deciving or real..
spend a day at hui's place trying to accompany him to fix up his pc... basically just watch him format his pc... we watch di xia tie.. and he also share some stuff with me on the show.. the vcd(movie) i think it is very sweet.. everything just come so unexpectedly.. it is like there is this cupid creating a chance for each other... teaching people how to understand and care for people.. teaching people how to look in the other way of life.. teaching peope how to let go and grab things that happen to u ... ... i'm touch by the movie..how i wish somthing like this will just happen to me one day...
wake up at like 2 p.m and rush home to come out again .. cause meeting jem's uncle to prepare for sitex.. we build up the site and i am task to count the stocks.. shitty alot of money imvolve.. i must really try myself to do the sales.. cause i want to gain confidence in it.. must remind myself constantly that no matters what set back or unhappiness i going thru the 4 days i must learn to take it and let go .. and learn from the mistakes i make and gain the experience from it... i must take care of my buddies.. jem and hui... and learn to work super well with each other... cause i know i dont want money or work to cause any unhappiness among our friendship....
meet jem uncle at 440 like that... frankly speaking jem uncle can be seen as a good business man .. but of course we cant always take it for granted .. we must learn to work and assist him well in the sitex. .so friends.. pls support...
one more thing promise a friend to help her look out for digital cams and web cams .. must give her the lobangs i can find in sitex..
after that rush home meet ruddy and jowee.. for our mid week celebration which jowee called...
friends who know me know what i meant -_-" ... haiz.. but no choice lucky rud was there.. so we have vehicles.. ... and... well ... everything next is ... what written in the title i shouldn't discrible it here... and i come home tired.. sleep left 4 hours.. dont know how to work later.. but must still tahan it.. .. i really want to find a more decent job soon ...
i have waves ringing on my ears... @~_~#@
ok..what did i do whole day today ... hmmmm let me see.. slept at 7 a.m in the morning doing some stupid photo edit of myself.. then .. wake up at 12.. with a call from pico ask me to work for them at dec2 for a event paying 50 for 4 hours.. hmm the stake is getting higher.. ... damn super poor so no choice accept it again ...
wake up and go and collect my cheque... mere 305 for 5 days work.. haiz.. how poor thing... some more i must ask for transport allowance else they cheat on me.. ok collect it drop by at POSB and dump the cheque into my account... haha i forget how to cross a cheque le.. haha need to ask people .. -_-"
next i reach home.. hui ask me to re do my waves files cause it suck and it never loops properly.. hahaa.. ok ... sorry man ... but well manage to spend some time doing it. .and then i fall back to deep coma again.. i think i'm a night person... haiz...
wake up watch tv awhile then back to do 'waves' file. actually i can believe i'm so creative lately that i manage to complete so many short waves in so little time .. HUAHAHAHAHA.. but well i 'steal' most of the idea from beats listen to get the feelings... dont know lah very complicated to discrible the feeling... yet ok it is fun... loops.. but i cant find more source in how people create the actual file leh.... anyone know how they do it... writing music needs inspiration needs feelings need experiences need a life.. some people are so good they can write anytime they want.. but not me .. i used to write a few sad love song before... but never really do a demo or whatever... but always find it too immature.. maybe people like me who is always lack of love.. haha.. cant have the feeling right... and now worst.. now i dont even know how liking someone feels le.... there is not more that feelings i used to have.. dont know why.. heart die le... back to waves ok .. talented hui manage to prelauch his website.. hahha .. good for him .. manage to 'set those waves ' into his site .. great job.. good work .. and whaaaaaaaa he is good lor.. look at the flash he does.. so impress... haiz.. if only i'm half as good as he is in programing and design... .. see why i'm in such IT lines when i'm good for nothing... .. .. i too lazy and too stupid le i guess.. haiz.. how how .. how to find work in IT firm... sure kanna fire very soon .. thanks hui for letting me be apart of your wonderful creations... u did a great job really .. it is all your own hardwork...
tomorrow need to go back camp to do FFI and interview by my 'boss' kekee shave of my goatty le .. sob.. nevermind after tomorrow clear leave for 1 full month yah!!
think i better take a rest...
another day of killing virus!
cant believe i spend 2 days just to get my pc FIX again... keep waiting for the pc to update and update... NT2000 is killer... so much torjan horse flood my pc when it is not updated...
how i spend my 48 hours watching time goes by? set alarm wake up every 15 mins check the pc, play guitar drums watch tv eat and even go out and leave my pc on... what else u want me to do .... can die without pc...
spend my whole friday 'meaningful' i guess... first meet my sec school mate.. she want to intro me to do some SALES.. business networking... another words ..MLM... ok ... whatever that it is .. u know me i'm not interested.. but i just want to find out people says is truth .. the same line is used over and over again.all they talk is first MONEY ... how money MAKE money ...find people... from 1 person to 5 person .. to 25 person to ... 125 person.. goes on.. and say even u dont do it the money will flow... investment 1500 dollars.... but when i ask them about the products, they are doing bio science... and guess what it is still as sucky.. not my type of tea i guess... basically .. i think i reverse all what the guy to me and i tell him .. why not i make some products for him to sell out and let him be branch level 2? right.. then i'm on top of the table.. huahahaha.. ok .. think he dont get me anyway... even thought i know everyday is a sale day in exchange of goods and stocks...
then i went off and bum to ziting and kenneth, my poly school mates.. while on my way to library tamp.. so i skip tamp library and have lunch with them.. they meet up cause kenneth want to know some info about Studying in SIM ... but then he got something on and left me and ziting... so i accompany to pasir ris library and i borrow 3 DUMMIES book haha.. ok for dumb people like me.. need help to update myself in this line..
next reach home and check out my pc... ok .. still trying to heal itself... recieve a call from hui saying jem's uncle want to meet us to discuss about the upcoming sitex next week which we are into selling E games ONLINEs.. no choice lack of money any job will do just fine...
a general brief on what is going to happen and what we are doing to sell...
next jem, hui and me go and play games.. the driving game i manage to get D first time most of the time E saying i shouldnt have a license hahaha. but tooooooooooo bad i got one le, hui is good at the game.. at least he got B and C and can complete the track!!.. see shitty me ... -_-"
then hui say he want to go back watch tcs 8 show.. so jem and me follow him home and watch that 1 hour YE MAN QING JIA... quite funny... then i rush back home to check on my pc..
finally .. all setup completed and virus ... killed! .. thanks HUI for the CD.. but i know his pc also dying
have a good online chat with eva.. considerable new online friend know from the net... it has actually been a long long time since i again know someone new... quite an interesting chatter to talk to cause she can bare my loads of craps that i say online.. wonder how she manages to stands my craps. -_-" she also got a nice blog to read.. want to thank her for sharing her blog to me... yawnz tomorrow still need to station for another 4 hours kekeke.. too bad too poor .. need to work part time...
sat.. wake up early.. go clarke quay... was attached to saatchi saatchi company to ensure that the contactors do thier works.. but i was amaze by the company design and concept and stuff... it is an advertisting company and u can see many award winning advertisments in the company by them.
u should be there to see.. anyway, i know why they need me to look after thier place.. cause alot of valuable stuffs lying around.. mac pc g5 .. did i say G5? too bad i must JAGA... ok must be good.. but they have some perm staff working there still .. so it is quite alright..
ok i wonder what i'm going to do for saturday night.. yawnz sleepy
experiences earned
what experiences can ones learn thru this few days of part time work.. can tell u. i learn to see people at different perspective again.. cause people give u different different ideas of life and see how people work and work with different people... just a short few house people can tell u so much things that they experience in thier life by saying or by thier action and response..
let me summarise people i met and things that they says
uncle yusof --- met him when he is on noon shift duty... talk to him awhile
what he says singapore is about naming yourself nowadays very different from the old time..
example.. people work and demand for a better naming.. from guards to security officer/ protection officer, to from teacher to educator, from cleaner to environmental officer..
he say last time officer means people in charge of the top post.. and there is only one manager.. now people everything also call manager.. floor manager, department manager, logitics manager..
worst come to worst there use to be only ONE president in a country now.. the each big company also have president, other than that u have CIO, CEO, CFO whatever u can name...
what the use he says.. to him .. money come first.. he say he compare to his cousin.. he cousin work as manager in some company... one day they talk... cousin ask why so degrading work as security guard... see i'm at least a manager.. .. he told me he replied.. he dont care about the title... cause he find it pointless... he ask cousin how much u are paid for this manager job.. he say about 2.5k . the next thing u know.. he pull out his pay slip and show.. his cousin... 3k... the next thing u know.. the cousin never look down on him already ..
next i learn from is from uncle NG.. to me, he is quite down to earth.. all he say and worry about his son .. going to ns.. ask me about schooling stuff.. very friendly down to earth..
next a man 35 micheal... basically i dont know what he does,, he is part timer and he care less about the job he suppose to do .. but yet he still able to complete the task given...
we come to a topic on appricating on work and effort we put in ... he says one sentence.. which i think is very meaningful.. which i tense to forget it most of the time...
we do things not to for waiting for people to appicate.. we do things because we want to.. waiting for people to appicate u will live a painful life..
next is the OS and SE of pico... very sweet talkers able to make people work for them.. but what to do all just want to fuifil thier work and take the cash....
uncle shudeer, very kind old man, like a old grandpa with u ... always give u things that it is so hard to reject... even give me a ride to mrt station... people are kind and friendly afterall even thought u are just to relief them for a short while..
team leaders of special task force... mr lim and another indian guy .. fulfil thier duty to thier best.. know how hard it is to condinate with different people to do thier task...
mr lim was so call well like with the guards cause he know how to work hand in hand with them ... some way of another... give in yet firm on stand... while the indian guy is more of like trying to hold one some power.. but basically there issit much to work on like such place... even thougt it is a in house security work..
my agents well .. basically throw us in hand of others... basically we are just relief but at least must let us know our welfare... nothing is properly brief.. and the inhouse dont like the agent... cause take away thier job...
lastly relief christoper,, this 40 old man .. i dont know what he is doing.. basiclaly timid, talk alot and full of nonsense... cant stand him... working with him it is like having a fly buzzing around u ... even all the people around also .. get bored for him talking to much ... feel like ask him to .. SHUT UP >> JUST SHUT UP SHUT UP.. ok ... hahaaha.. crappy.. cant stand him ... get into politics with the in house guards just in two days.. surely got alot of things to say ... what we do is we hackcare so much .. .. hahaa.. ok .. enough of this crap..
ok enough of this.. hahaa.. i must start to build up myself and find a decent work now... .. and train to battle such things in future office or whatever stuff that is going to come to me shortly..
thanks for the training and experience share by u people out there... !!
i learnt
another day has gone
i'm thinking... sometimes time flies so fast... i dont even see the night now.... ok one last day tonight at NUS and pray hard nothing happen ... collect my pay and return my uniform and i will be gone for good... at least for time been kekekeke.. certianly it is not as easy as it is ...
there is a case of attempt stealing this morning... but was stop by the old time security guard.. see how experience they are in this field... but the person got away .. but at least properties been protected students in school been protected.. else surely got people report of lost lappies or whatever things... students work very hard on exam periods but when they are tired they just doze off.. and people from other places may make it as an oppunitities to take things.. so becareful all those students from different school ... u should cheers for the uncles that take care of your welfares le.. dont give them problems even thought they turn u down sometimes.. it is thier job scoop...
after three days off experience of work linking with security from military to real life.. i see there is alot of different.. the equipments we used... the power we had and enforce differently.. people who have different mind sets in doing different task ... responsible involved... thats alot of learning points in short three days.. we must really not compromise in security even thought we usually take things for granted...
ok that all too tired to think ... run up and down to many times today to off fire alarms that been activated by tech error... see .. so much things learnt in such short time
no time no time wo mei shi jian ... SLEEP!
... this is terrible... 12 hours shift.. but 3 hours travel time!.. killer... how on earth i'm attached to NUS for this fes... work is quite enjoyable but distant is killing me...
NUS students are very hardworking basically yesterday it is holiday and people still studying and prepare for exam till early morning... i feel that i should learn and study more offen now..
an overnight unforgettable experience.... IDIOT PC!
ok ..basically continue from the earlier entry.. cause i also brought an 80gb harddisk earlier.. and having a shitty time to completely install windows NT2000 on it... it is so buggy and i kanna so many virus even just to go online and patch up my stuff.. it is really killer...
spend the whole night till morning just to update, and catch my sleep like every 20 mins intervals ..and our MR TAN basically fall into coma after the heavy DINNER! ...
leaving me alone.. and i certianly suck at pc maintaining.. haiz.. need to brush up my skill..
ok lah he help me kill alot virus in noon .. something bad happen to the pc... it seems like it is flood with virus.. killing every little bit of my time... even dial up also got problem!
and can't imagine i have to work later for 12 hours at SSMC! and MR Tan still want me to teach him how to play drums faint......basically he had spend 24 hours at my place already.. sometimes some people have different talent.. for example my field is cooking and music.. yours is... web design, fix pc and eat sleep! hahaha..
but it is fun having your buddy working your way out for a day ..
then i went off to SSMC to work for the 12 hours part time shift.. it was killer!!!!! time is hard to pass... but work is very decipline and learn alot of things... anyway it is not as easy as u see it...
pls give respect to people who try to protect the company properties and spend endless hours just to look out for your safety..
back home tired on 121104 8a.m very tired but couldnt sleep alot dont know why... see wake up at 12p..m haiz... anyway going to meet my buddies for ktv later so better go back and rest a little more.. tomorrow till monday i have to work at NUS faintz... good luck to me
dine in chicky meal at my place?!?!
chicky meal doesn't only serves at KFC. look at this it is another master piece by me!! ok this is certianly fattening but what to do dear Mr Tan Zhen hui want to learn something from me from flouring the chicky till frying it in the hot oil.. see how well it is cook till precise? keke.. yum yum... that lousy HUI cant even CRACK an EGG! waste one of egg ( which i only have 2 left!) bro u know how ex EGGS Are now anot?! arrrrgh.. surely lah still want to cook for girls... think KFC is a better choice for ya.. another word.. SAVE IT hahaha .. also ask him to slice carrot into thin slices and u guess what he give me??? carrot STICK! .. wha kao .. faintz...
basically this guy just run around up and down watching tv, playing games without having the patient even just to stick with me, haiz.. no choice i in need of him later for my pC!
ok this is dinner for two but haiz.. why issit with a guy... nevermind experience countz, see which is the next lucky person who can taste my cooking.
it was an eventful day, first half of the day i spend in camp doing my IPPT which my another buddy weijie manage to PASS and yet i fail again .. haiz.. then it is packing time Ronald, weijie and me enjoying our last working day in our dear island paradise.. packing is killer, and ron needs to bring HIS tv home! hahaa.. ok .. we share a cab back home. on our way back alot of my camp mates buddies and mens wish us well.. it is so sad to leave this place... nevermind 231104 will be doing my FFI so get to see u guys again!...
took my half day leave, rush back home and meet Mr Tan Zhen Hui to go to simlim to purchase his birthday present that we owe him... brought a Printer and a PS2 controller.... ok those who have PAY the money for the present thanks!!!!! he love the present! goes to RAY, PING, JEM, LIYI!
then we went to bugis to look for wrist rest. cause as an IT personnel, we had experience tense on our wrist for long term usage of mouse and keyboard.. but the wrist rest are ex at SIM LIM and we went to bugis at SHIBUYA and brought a cheap one...4.90! ok there is new trainee staff at SHIBUYA, trying to make some sales but basically was 'entertian' by our craps haha... and she keeps on laffing at our limpy jokes..
next we go back to whitesand and play some racing games and i sucks at it -__-" never good at gaming in some ways.. and end back at hui's place to put his stuff before going over to NTUC to get our ingredients and after that u have to read back to the top again ..
NEXT CHAP!
ok some must have already fall asleep reading my first part of craps..
flash back lost of memory
hmm i actually left out what i do on sunday before i go and find a job on monday .. so it is flash back time!!!
basically it is... going to hougang and eat pongol nasi lemak!
see this 3 plates guess how much it cost ? 15 dollars plus!!
so who went? sharon, hui and me lor..
then after that hui want to eat zhu chang fen .. then we also order one each... whaaaaa it sucks .. keke but still manage to finish it..
then we went and EAT again at the next stall selling dessert... see how sinful eat and eat... haiz.. they are trying to make me turn fat again...
then we went to compassvale shopping centre to walk walk .. i brought wine glass kekee great very cheap only 4 for 13 dollars some more branded one... last time i saw it was like 30 plus dollars... woooooo.. cheap grab!...
then we brought red wine .. charawa from OZ... and hui that stupid guy brought one bottle of tiger and one bottle of ABC .. really ah pek leh!! but i dont drink it... and we went to drink at hui's place .. sharon tag along so it is 2 guys and 1 girl at hui's place....
so what we do at his place... hmmm surf net, listen to music, watch tv till sharon fall asleep poor lady very sleepy already... and me and hui play PS2 till the morning where i also doze off at the sofa till sharon wake up and go back home and i also go back home...
and cant imagine resting less than 3 hours i went out for interview.. hahaha
ok next u all can read the last entry about it...
then back home cant sleep... dont know do what.. hui ask me to write some wave files for him ... ok done two and he seem to like it.. great.. finally today got some inspiration never disappoint him haha. say i will be his music director for his new ' web portfolio' when he great his site i will link it up and so u guys can go and hear the my music.. not see his site hahaha!!
sian tomorrow is book in day ... when wed again IPPT ... i'm on half day on wed so will be back to update more stuff here...
take care all my friends who is reading this
Crazy little thing call
ahhh ok a piccy of my license!!
ok .. crazy me found a part time job for 4 days... be a security guard at.... paying me a mere low pay of 60 dollars per day .. look out of the 'WINDOWS' ... hmm yah opps my place only lor... walking distance .... hmmm 300M whaaaaaaaaa!! at least save on the travelling time and food money .. kekeke 4days.. hmm but they actually want to arrange me to work a little bit longer.. but see how lah ..the pay for non festive season is sucky..might as well dont work right? keke... ok think this little amount is good enough to give me a treat at KL if i'm going on 23th nov.. kekeke
hey people ask me why i choose such a job... basically... let me explain.. firstly... i'm TRAINED! 2 year in ARMY not train ah!... secondly .. wha kao u can see for yourself right.. security guard dont need to do much except been vigilance and just ban anyone to access can le lor.. everything also say no no no...
thirdly... pls lah ... i where got time to work for like one week 5 days this is very flexible mah ... 4 days i'm gone!
fourth .. i have no plans this weekend so might as well do something..
fifth.. i can get some fast cash for my short trip right?
sixth .. i choose to work mostly night shift reason is.. keke time is easy to pass at time u know ... and usually those who knows me i spend most of my night wide awake!!! ...
seventh .. i want to find out more about how people work in such environment.. even thought i work in army but army and real life is different mah this is even more civilian involved..
and lastly .. i too bo liao le lah ..clearing leave mah
ok thats all ...
祝君好
this song kairen intro to me one... know it is a very old song.. but then .. after listen to it many many many times.. i really feel it is very nice song... after digesting the lyrics.. haiz.. but too bad i can sing canto nor my voice suit this song... but haiz.. well enjoy this song ba
听 你不断呼叫我 划破宁静我的心下堕在难过
讲不出爱没结果 口和唇紧紧闭锁 看 也一话都不说
害怕连累你一生 日月憾无缺 只差跟你曾遇过
给过你太多波折 宁愿没拥抱 共你可到老
任由你来去自如 在我心底仍爱慕 如若碰到
他比我好 只望停在远处 祝君安好 虽不可亲口细诉
说 太多话我想说 但我还是要哑口道别 任由我天空海阔
流翔去只要你白似冰雪 宁愿没拥抱 共你可到老
任由你来去自如 在我心底仍爱慕 如若碰到
他比我好 只望停在远处 祝君安好 虽不可亲口细诉
宁愿没拥抱 共你能够终老 任由你来去自如
在我心底 仍爱慕如若碰到 他比我好 只望停在远处
祝君安好多么想亲口细诉
busy busy saturday
basically i dont know how i do it... but i almost over hual myself thru the saturday.. -_-" lucky i still survive..
wake up at stupid 6 a.m to go to camp to do IPPT again ..ok .. this time i RUN NUMBER 1 in the whole group of IPPT retakers... guess what... I still FAIL! .. really cannot make it .. hahaha .. 12min 28 sec! 9 more sec just to pass my running... this is killing me.. hahahaha..
ain't she hardworking... jia you le!
next, ping msg me to go breakfast with her... mac big breakfast at tamp.. library and then 'study'.. it is always fun just to accompany ping around, u know be her runner carrying the books.. poor girl .. u know how heavy the books are that she borrowed? i actually feel my hand aching helping her carrying it.. cant imagine she is carrying all those around.... hahaha now u know how weak i'm. -_-" anyway ... while she was studying, i was like reading her database book.. u know how many times i doze off... haiz.. i really cant read from books... die le...
also tried to help her in one of her assignment basically .. catch no balls .. can see how lousy i'm ... how am i going to survive in this IT world with such basic level of skills... the more i think of this .. the more i worried.. and cant imagine that i still want to choose to take degree in this field... maybe i should consider other choice.. but what else i have so headache..we so have some short conversation about her current life...she is very tired of it.. work and work..i also dont know what to say .. but i want to support her decision making but hope that she dont rush into things one at the time.. but i know someone is taking good care of her ba ;) so i'm not so worry.. find that i'm such a lousy friend indeed.. ANTHONY, WHAT ARE U DOING, be more mature can!!
accompany her till around 2 p.m when JEM ask me to go to food fair at the EXPO!... shit eating again ... haha ..
it was fun out at expo.. i wonder did jem really go for the food(ok we did go for alot of food kekee basically he treat, i treat back hahaha fun mah this way .. )or go and visit his friends. he got two friends working there.. one guy friend.. when we go there.. he offers us freeeeeeeeee food .. yummy! then he go and meet his gal friend ' hazel' u know i know whose who knows jem knows.. and u know what.. jem OFFERS food to her..she ask jem to buy her some dessert.... than i say one crude sentence... haiz...
see guy friends around things are free... with gals around u pay for things.. hahaha opss jem sorry ;P .. but well even if i'm in the same shoe.. i guess i be the same.. chai tou .. chai chai tou!!
then we drop by bugis junction to purchase a present for my ex classmate for her birthday chalet in the later part of the day. went to tomas's kart 'deception' and purchase a self design bookmark for her.. hope shufen like it.. ok went back home around 7p.m bath and rush out again to the chalet at
coasta sand pasir ris at about p.m.. great take alot of piccy but havent recieve any piccy the birthday girls is busy .. basically meet some of my old friends like birthday girl shufen and janet, kenneth only well atleast the old FYP project group is gathered.. the rest are unable to attend.. also meet some next door class mates in poly hmm they know who i'm but i dont know them ekeke.. thier name is amelia and kelly i think hmmmm ..nevermind stay there still the cakes are cut..
updates updates this piccy is taken at shufen's birthday chalet on saturday!! ok our poly project mates gathers.. but the rest of the classmates no time to attend.. but nevermind with kenneth shufen janet around it is quite fun already .. and of course birthday girl is always busy ...
then as usual JOWEE called me on a saturday night.. YAWNZ... force me to go clubbing with him again.. this time round.. he is rather not in mood... maybe about his new relationship with his girl .. both started not long.. but then .. seem like the relationship have some problems.. he seem confused.. my camp mate aaron is also at dbO
so got him to pull us in by skipping the Q... jowee's another friend Faniel was there..so i guess we just been hopping around the place..
lorana is at MW but we went over to say hi and bye while edwin stuck at phuture at zouk.. really i'm not a chionger or whatever.. but haiz.. entertian my good old buddy jowee.. this time round again .. and i think he trying to get me going with him again on wed!! i'm dying! arrrrrghhh .. ok .. will update more piccy if got a chance later
so that night just went of just like that when mr jowee in and upset mood decide to eat wan tan mee and take a cab home at 2a.m. no choice must accompany my guitarist as usual... and know what... this coming wed again!!! i'm going broke! need to find work!
life great yet aching! ouch dont touch that muscle of mine!
meaning.. yah vigorous regime of excerise... about 30 laps a day in the pool.. 1 hour 20 mins in the gym and 20 mins of 2.4 k.m jog! freaking crazy i think .. thats what my buddies and me are doing for the last 4 days ... ok .. every inchs is aching k .. but actually not so bad .. it is very healthy.. i wonder when will i have such motivation once i start to clear leave where i wont see my buddies ronald and weijie around to motivate me daily to excerise...
how to i resist myself from my mum's cooking and my own unhealthly cooking... how to resist the tempation of opening my fridge to find things to eat .. arrrrghhhh .. for the sake of passing my IPPT no choice .. have to endure .... haiz... they can spare me even i am about to go out of army... but must thanks them too to make me 'fitter' i guess.. anyway ..what can i say .. my stammia did increase... i feel stronger too right...
meeting kairen later for coffee.. maybe will update a little more in the blog later... tata time for a short jog before i meet her i guess .. hahahhha
不能承受的感动
hmmm lost another 2 kg consider good or bad? hopfully it is good and not just 'water'
anyway work very hard... 'daily 2.4km plus intensive training plus somtimes 'gym' plus somtimes 'swiming' .. dont know how much more i can push myself ..
then remind me of a movie..
shou shen nan nu..the movie goes.. sammi want to slim down for her bf who left her due to further study...and because of over stress she eat alot and turn fat... and she want to die if her bf found out... then andy came to her way to save her .. andy is a fat happy go lucky man .but of course he wasn't helpful at the first place.. a stranger coming to your life all then sudden .. teach her all the all those different ways of dieting... thinking all those will get u kill haha.. finally, andy supports her all the way to go to a diet centre... but then u know how hard it is to find the money .. he went to be illegal human punching bag to earn her the money... then .. she realise that what andy did for her ..你能够痛着对我好 难道我能假装不懂 they get together both slimmer and prettier.. guess that only happen in fairy tales and movie like this..
.. but people still die die want to diet.. cause maybe they just want to look good to the people..human like to look at nicer thing, first impression of a fat guy or girl may turn off people.. not many people will give a chance to see the person character.. fat people will always try to be bubbly, happy go lucky... reason why... well maybe this can hide thier sadness in therm... i'm fat and very fat before i know this feeling... but of course some people also not mind that they are fat or whatever cause thier strong character bring a a good person in them and many people actually fall for them when they know them better.. i see alot of good example around. it is the X factor like one of my man says... i just pray hard and hope for that to happen to me when someone see my X factor one day ah ? hahaa.. but i'm ok .. get used to all this stuff and kanna suan le... maybe my character not strong enough...
not everyone is open minded specially to looks else everyone want too look better, fitter and prettier. even they already have a good body pretty face they still think they are fat...or not good looking.. but this type of thinking is wrong..but yet..i'm also part of this people haiz.. dont know how lah ... how i wish i was so much silmmer at time just to look good.. but i also know i'm born quite this way with huge frame .. so i just want to be fitter now and happier i'm ... actually hahaa a song which i like alot..
不能承受的感动 (电影"瘦身男女"国语版主题曲)
谁说不能承受 生命中的感动 我们拥抱过
东京最美丽的梦 你的一双手有多普通
当时我 无法形容 放下才明白 爱情有多重
你一路背着我 累到我也学个懂 不够爱我的人
再美丽只是个梦 我的一双眼是为什么 想起你就那么红
你能够痛着对我好 难道我能假装不懂
* 全世界看不起你 难道我就能对不起你
就是爱看你这样子 样子还有什么关系
全世界看不起你 难道我就能骗我自己
爱情不只 一场欢喜 你不只是 一个回忆
拥抱你 我就会舍不得呼吸 #
谁说 不能承受生命中的感动
我们 拥抱过东京最美丽的梦
我的一双眼 为什么轻轻地想起了你 就变得通红
你能够痛着对我好 难道我能假装不懂
Repeat *
爱情让人不分轻重 不能承受的回忆
就留给东京铁塔保守秘密
this song always touch my heart... also remind me to try to get fitter haha.. but too bad no love to motivate me to push that hard... anyway i'm doing it for myself now.. haiz.. aching tired but stronger and fitter...
this is my bmt piccy this piccy is a killer hahaa see ah all the XXX FACTORS
primary school mate sharon
ah my primary school mate sharon which i mention about in one of the last entry.. that night went to chinablack with jem and hui, invited sharon to join me, jowee and his gf was there too but they came very very late. we hang around the chill up place till around 1p.m before i move off to the dance floor to dance to unwind down... it was great fun..sharon comfirm have her fun that her regular hang out but certianly not for us right? Jem and hui should have thier fun, anyway it is halloween night so it ain't wrong to party for a day but not many people in costume cause chinablack have thier costume party on friday
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see not only i act cute k! some people also hahaaha... die die alot of piccy me with hui, people are saying we are gay already (~_~") a game of 5, 10 hmmm wonder who i'm playing with?? lousy camera man! should be sharon ba... anyway loser will drink! one thing unhappy about the place is...chinablack drinks SUCKS BIG TIME kekeke!! but ok i got 'free' drinks that night so it ain that bad afteral. DBO still the place i find myself more comfortable at.. hey, this way of mentioning about clubbing sound like i'm a regular clubber ah ? no lah i just accompany friends be sporting.. i'm there just to relax enjoy the music.. and nothing more than that... i swear (^_^)
