Sunday, June 18, 2006

took this test

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 47%

Well, you don't have the worst job in the world, but it's not great.
And don't worry, you're not the problem - your company is.
Start looking around for another job, even if you're not totally fed up.
Because in time, you're going to be dying to quit!
Should You Quit Your Job?

Friday, June 16, 2006

给爱玲的歌

我孤单一个人这里
这一夜沉静没你
只有钢琴陪着我
和这夜曲回应我
写这五音不全的旋录
我回忆起快乐与你
和你每一次的美丽
看着眼睛听着你的呼吸
说着如何好好疼你
叫我如何不为你而痴迷?

我愿意为你写好这恋曲
让着用心来爱你
可能着恋曲不动听
请不要在意
我愿意为你写好这恋曲
来证明我爱你
我用一生的生命保服你

have the feeling to write about her tonight.. cause been thinking of her this very moment.. time flies very very fast we are together almost about a year.. i guess she is the most amazing girl that makes me want to love her more and more each and everyday, dreaming and thinking and seeing her smile, knowing that she is happy with me..

we always pick on each other faults to make funny jokes but we all know all this faults never really exist.. we just like to say each other.. my dear is a little complicated to understand and of course i'm the also dumb type which hardly very sensitive...
i love to play small games with her all those guessing game and stuff... make me cant resist to smile when we out wits each other.. her tenderness make me cant resist her also.. if only i have the ablity to be even better for her..

well sunday we will be together for 1 whole year it is an amazing year loving you.. i cherish it alot.. hope that u will forgive me in those insensitive behaviour of me that hurt you unintentionly.. also those that i didnt give enough care and concern... and my childishness, and hope that you can forgive me in future too if i do make a big mistake, in ways of hurting you ..cause i know i will never meant it but just my stupidity may end up making mistake that i know or may not know..

i love you ai ling

love ant

Monday, June 12, 2006

results out

hmmm my first sem results finally out.. how i score.. i dont know how to say..
first operation management seem like the whole class have border line pass while some did better with Cs .. i only got a D - 47 marks.. i will just say most of my classmates put in alot of effort in our notes and results we got was like.. dont understand why issit so unexpected.. well what to do ... even thought i have gone thru similar sub in poly.. and put in so much effort in this operations the result is like.. dont understand .. well forget it life have to move on..

i got a C for marketing.. guess i wasnt really very creative in marketing from the results of 54 points, i will say i guess i deserve such score without putting much effort in in.. doing last min studying since it was the last sub that time..

i got a B for econs.. very suprising score of 66 wish was a little higher but cant wish for things thats is not possible cause i didnt study that again and was worried that i might fail at the first time.. well better than expected better be contented..

Finally an unexpected A for my accounts, i thought i should only get a B cause i choose the wrong question to do and unexpectedly i score 80 for it.. maybe my first two question got full points while the last question i manage to hit 1/3 of the points which end up in such results, well consider my first A since my o levels, i guess i should be quite happy about it.. but well i did taken accounts in sec so i guess i cant say it is something new to me as it is consider something i learn before i guess my classmates did well for accounts too..

now i got two assignment and 2 more exam to attempt soon .. i didnt even touch anything on my assisgnment yet.. sick .. well must find time to start soon i guess..
cannot be so slack again.. i hope i can do well in my up coming financial and database
see how much effort i can put in now..

next week is my anverisary with dear.. havent plan yet how? kekeke hmmm wonder dear prefer what type of anverisary .. kekee

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

exhuasted

i'm really e x h u a s t e d
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really exhuasted..

work school work school
so much case to handle
seem like never ending
getting more and more restless regarding my work commitment at time
i still dont seem to able to slow down my work
and i basically very poor
poor
i need more more more more income
i want to do alot of things
thats require more income so i can fulfil things
but seem like i'm not able to do so
unless a pay raise..
or or .... skip
still comfortable with my job except the pay
but apprisal coming up soon hopfully
and hopfully my boss can 'understand' my needs
then at least my motive to stay is more sensitive..
else i really dont see why should i work so hard for it
while pay is really peanuts