15 mins
sometimes..like i always told u.. i wish this moment or the time can stop for us..and dont wish to let you go..
i wish i can have you by my side, holding you tight..
but i also know i cant be too greedy.. well even it is just 15 mins it worth everything..
i know you understand what i mean..
dear i miss you..
sentosa with jem, hui and popo
first to jem...
sorry for been soooooo damn late..
very bad let u wait for us..
it was a good trip...a good trip out,with friends but without gf...
sunshine, beach volley ball, and dip into the nice salty sea water...
and certianly alot of pics taking at the lovely island...
just ekekee no time to upload..
then at night we went to pasta mania to have our dinner.. hmmm somehow or rather the pasta taste nice maybe i'm hungry or should i say we are all hungry..
very soon we took a cab home..
thats was a good day with my dear friends... thanks for bringing so much joy to everyone..
also thanks for all the nice chatting and suaning me ah...
;P
great having u guys by my side
a day with her
aimlessly actually wasn't planning for anything..
but just to be out with her is a wonderful experience..
well went to orchard.. and have our dinner...
make a wrong choice of dinning place and the setmeal sucks..
shouldnt have eaten the set meals.. my dear dont enjoy the food too but still she try to finish it...
sorry didnt able to make u enjoy the meal..
after that we went to walk walk .. to see whats new and nice..
it was quite fun having her around..at least holding her small hand tight.. and ask her to go and try some clothing for me to see.. but didnt buy anything but well it was really fun..
and just imagine i set st 77th alarm on .. haha cause alot of electronic stuff in my bag
after that we decide to go home early.
but then we can't bare to part and yah we went to watch movie at cck
you are the one..
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings, but I know you are here with me now,
We'll make it through, and I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand,
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away, But I know that this much is true,
We'll make it through, And I hope you are the one I share my life with,
And I wish that you could be the one I die with,
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with,
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand,
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away,
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today,
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right, And though I can't be with you tonight,
You know my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I dont understand,
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?
just suddenly feel like putting this song lyrics..
simply loving you
i can't say in words,
i can't write it out,
i have lots to say,
i wish i know how?
i wish you in my arms,
holding you tight..
i wish to whisper in your ears,
saying all i want to share
just to you..
i want to look deep into your eyes,
secure a place in your heart.
cause all this simply means loving you.
simply loving you...
anthony
thank you for loving me..
how to describle this feeling?
i have no idea really...
it is so sweet sometimes till lemons and limes taste like sugar and honey
and melt your heart like mashmellow...
it feels warm even when air con is cold when u hold her small hand tight..
it makes u want to find a little bit more each and everyday and suprise by her
how wonderful she can be..
it makes you weak when u look into her eyes deep, hug her tight and wish this moment will just freeze..
i just adores the way she is..
just for u...
just for you ... hope u like it..
more than words can say
i'm very happy and blessed
thanks for bringing me so much happiness and sweetness
there is alot of things i wish to say.. but well i'm not good at words
and very new to this -_-"
but dont worry, i will show u my sincerity
we will try to work things out slowly k...
天真
愛你的心 愛你的人
愛你在早晨 愛你在黃昏
我無時無刻 無所不能的為你
耐心的等 等你來疼
＊對你的愛一天天的加深
哪怕結果會殘害我一身
火熱的心 水不熄 風吹不冷
只希望能和你共渡一生
＃我這個愛人 有點天真
有點點愚笨 對愛沒天份
愛你的眼神 愛的天真
緊閉的雙唇 只願等你親吻
想你的心 想你的人
想你在早晨 想你在黃昏
我無時無刻 無心無魂的想你
我願意忍 我是認真
this song delicated to u..
movie, it is a jungle out there.
discover 1 thing. it's seem a long time since i went for a movie with my old gang.. basically i cant remember any movie we went to watch.. hmm maybe we didnt really went together like that right? or issit AHhhhhhhhhhHHH I REMEMBERED the LAST movie was at century square.. EXORIST 3 right? haha hahaaa... who i'm talking about? ping, jem, ray, hui, yi, ming did i miss out any 1 else..
but well last movie meet up was with sharon for a NZ film, Jowee for Wa SI LI LAO BEI(starwarz3) then yesterday was with ailing for that Madwhateverhowuspellthatthingy!' show even it is was quite a nice film and very nice music, it was quite a short movie, but quite enjoy it.. well i always miss out a lot of nice movie i want to watch kinda sad right. .and movie are really going more and more ex..
well the movie is worth it animation.. but not much to talk about after that..
after that was walking around ps suppose to buy a telephone and a birthday gift for my brother and his gf.. and icant find a suitable gift.. and yah know what hahaha red wine will do just fine which waiting for ping to pass to me.. ;P
must thanks ping for it..
hui also help me to get some of my collection keke thank you thank you!
after aimless walk with ailing, at ps .decided to go for dinner at esplanade.. good intro by my jie al dente.. great amosphere..can see the nice landscape of city area..well but haha i dont know the way so malu bring her to the wrong floor.. but haha we discovered the esplanade library..hopfully she likes the dinner.. since she says, she seldom come to such place to have dinner before.. well me too :P try lor..
after dinner we took some nice pictures.. the customer service at al dente was good they are very friendly but of course i guess it is due to the management i guess.. feel a little bit out of place.. but well guess next time i will stick to local delights.. haha.. but still must pampered ourselves and try out new places..
we walk down to merlion to takes more pics and have a relaxing conversation too..some how i realise that my cam issit good cannot take far images when it flash is on..
after that we walk down to boat quay area again..and again we talk.. how i hope i didnt bored her out... i'm freaking lousy to entertianing people..ended taking a bus 190 back to west..
today sunday i still got so much things to do ... haiz.. but feeling restless..
i will try harder.. i also need to have some inspiration for the music i must do...
feel like playing my drums now..
turning on my disco lights..
spining my fav tracks..
i will do it now..
pics in later date
this space just for you, happy birthday wenz
sorry hope it didnt come to late... just for u ..
1 good and bad thing about
good thing is... i still surviving
bad thing is... i need to sleep!
this is bad this is bad.. never feel so sleepy before
stand can sleep
sit can sleep
talk can sleep
take bus can sleep
walk can sleep
eat can sleep
yet i cannot sleep now
haiz..
i need...
rest
new place momo
been invited by lorana to go down to momo for the grand opening at central mall.
quite a big club, music wise... hmm i thought i was at dbo .. similar top 40 r& b.
well consider the place is big but ok even though free drinks is provided yesterday it was quite hard to get drinks cause basically i guess it goes all around as in they wont offer so much free drinks for people.. and maybe the crowds is too big for them to handle..
anyway, wong lilin, allan, robin leong and some others celebrities are there.. yet still can see they try to Q to get a drink or two.. i guess this life is fair afterall but shouldn't they at least approach the boss or the bartender to get them a table or open up a bottle?
well whatever, bum to many familar faces at the club guess all the faces are quite the same what now i feel that there is a few too many big clubs around .. wonder how they manage to survive.
this place will look pretty ugly if the crowds look lesser than they have .. ah .. the good thing is.. jowee know the door lady so in future it will be easy access again yet i dont like to club so freq, jowee the lord siths when will u find yourself some other 'aims'
lord vadar is wore out liao.. -_-" i dont want to be in the dark side!! hahaha just a joke..
bum to jennifer at club momo .. the lady i mention who i miss.. so nice to catch her. .there.. and can see that she is doing well... can see she is very tired her dark rings..yet she told me due to gaming.. faintz .. pls lady take care of your health
saw jayne also haha this lady it is like 8 years since i know jenni i last saw her..
can see she is doing fine.. haha she cant reconise me at all i guess i'm still the same old anthony who dont leave people with deep impression. i left early while count dooku and lord siths left for devils to carry on thier nights. reach home about 1 plus.. feel like talking to someone.. and well been talking to someone this few nights... must thanks her for her time and company..
it has really been a long time... yup yup catching a movie on sat..
must book ticket later..
i shall carry on later..
time for lunch
out of bordom
yah done two design for frances, cause that time told her that her pic is quite nicely taken and i will like to try to do some edit so guess but then out of idea for sometime, then yesterday she ask if i still need the pics cause she is taking it down from her friendster..i told her i do have that pic already crop having find nice background that suits her.. well the quality of the photo was quite bad as it but try my best to touch up a little.. well still very bad didn't able to bring out the mood i want haiz... guess i'm not very creative after all..
first 1 is club.. remembered i told her that will bring her to some club in future.. ha... virtual club will this do? :)
next wonder if she still addicted to dices so dicide to try out this ...
here it goes...
and yah this
hope she like it and didnt destroy her piccy
here goes my another night...
my insomia is getting worst..
went down to my old work place today .. just to fax my time sheet.. else cant get my pay..
anyway meet up with ken, ailing also bum to madeline.. she jumps up and down when she saw her 'lovely' cutie piccy been mess up by me .. haah but ok lah she is very easy going 1 .. well i manage to do it quite adorable still mah .. ;)
things have have change.. new job very challenging.. i demand on myself alot but i just cant really concerate at the end of the day ... it is very bad.. something is wrong somewhere.. i must try again... try to sleep soon .. haiz...
feel like talking to someone who theres to talk to..
ping and hui .. enjoy your tour k .. and remember my pressies!
testing script
shit.. dont understand at all...
i manage to up to to the web write a code.. view it at my pc with my url http://www.geocities.com but why cant other people see what i see..
say nothing display..
i try it out in an win98 pc.. at least it shows me requires installation and needed direct 9
why why why...
but why others cannot see it...
my location other pc can see it.. with win xp...
haiz...
why why why
i suck.. that all i can say ...
stress up
wed presentation ...
anthony
it is sunday!
let me recalled... yesterday hmmm
ok wake up damn early on sat...
morning to go bank OUB!... opening an account..i reach there at 9.30 and actually Q till 12 to get my account created.. haiz..faintz
after that rush down to IT fair to meet up with my cousin Jesmine and her mama to get her a new LAPTOP!! got her THINKPAD by IBM .. seem that i manage to get a good deal i guess..
throw in by the vendor with alot of freebies and upgrade for 2.1 k lappy.. like free printer, mouse, softcase, antivirus cd, ram, waive off some cash..
shoik but spend nearly my whole afternoon there, cause with her mama and my mama faintz so slow... poor jesmine and me faintz..
jesmine is my young cousin schooling st.nic sec 1 only.. so lucky can own her own lappy.. anyway .. the money hor is she SAVE for two years lor! power right..
then bring back to my place and help her to update teach her how to connect and stuff.. young people learn things damn fast..haiz the bad things is haha now i'm her IT support liao .. faintz
next me see whats next.. hmmm meet up with jowee and adwin for late nights get away.. jowee's guitar playing is getting to extreme.. wish i could do what he does..
we out to L.R boring as usual.. after that went to devils.. boring again .. then when to B.Q to meet up adwin's 'gf' went breakfast at MAC at Eastcoast.. everything end up like just another normal day out..
yah been so bored on friday night. and haha got hold of a piccy of madeline and decide to do some fun stuff with it..first as she was a noti lady i decided to ....
LOCK HER UP!
then guess.. her expression seem to suits... something else
a pouting erm ? hantu???!!?!?!
ok ok .. still not scary enough i guess
QING NI BU YAO CHAN ZHE WO AH!!!! hahaha
got to know her on my last day of my work at old job.
very fun loving young lady.. very on and crazy type haha
can tell the whole world about her life and sweet sweet love with her bf..
faintz.. hahaa
thanks madeline for your piccy!
friday ended
the day come to an end.
good and bad.
tired, excited, learned.
went onsite. learn some basic things
find out more info.
good good.
ailing has postpone meet up.
sob.. it is ok .. always have other chance.
she is sick and her mum hurts her ankle and she still need to take care of her.
alright will go home and rest also.. tired
will bring some work home to test also
need to know my products super well to core
this is what i set as in goal for myself
friday
... let me think ... morning.. cannot think..
... let me feel ... morning .. numb..
... let me see ... morning .. blur..
... let me smell ... morning .. thick coffee ..
... let me hear ... morning .. quiet ..
... let me say ... morning .. talk less work more!!!
it is just another day..
yawnz..
ailing is sick .. dont know if she is able to make it to meet me for movie tonight
she says she will inform me again at noon..
poor girl..
time for makan session
after reaching home .. too tired fall into infinity zone.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
then ping called ask me to company her for dinner.. poor girl work till 9 havent have dinner.. and well since i have my beauty sleep, i rush to bath to wake up!
then also call jem who is just back home ask him to tag along
3 of us just meet up at TM.. on my way there i took a cab and the driver look so young, then i decided to talk to him.. haha cool right.. cause today mood perky..
and he is just 31.. whaaa 31 a taxi driver.. cool right? ask him why does he choose this line.. he says he use to do sales.. then like driving then .. that time company give him car allowance cause need him to drive around and he brought a car and then having a car is too taxing for him.. over his bugget.. so he decided to give up and end up cant find a job and took up taxi job.. now he can enjoy what he like best driving and also earn..he say money is hard to earn.. but he manage to give daily 80 dollars to his wife to save and spend... not bad ah ... he say what extra will be his
but long and tired hours.. he say .. he dont feel tired driving but will feel the tense once he reach home and he will sleep.. he feel bad also..
well good luck.. i always believe all career have ways to earn and survive depend on what u want...
here part 2
meet up with ping and saw a old school mate weijie, asking how are we, just a causal chat and well seem like everyone is busy with a new start new career .. good good..
well what else we took lots of pics when we dine.. haha also bum to chiford my ex colleuge.. haha he seem to do well still can date ladies... ;P
anyway after dinner was like 11 liao.. send back ping and then i jog back from her place to home and then carry on my excerise for another 30 mins.. so shoik.. i should do more long time no excerise..
tomorrow new job dont know how going on .. time haha going 4 liao i better sleep a little haha..
take care all my friends..
i will try to update some old blog when i have time..
and also discover somthing.. photo bucket strunk my photos!!
see both actually same size 1 !!but then the higher the wide it strunk the size of the pics!
great day! last day of the month shoik ka!
woke up in the morning at 7 by rol suppose to meet him at 9 but he say needs to send his gf to work.. keke suppose to follow him to get his car service.. dont know whats the problem i was so worried that i actually did a research on cars, find out what is coolant what is exhuast what is this and that why it will have such problem
come to conclusion most likely that kangoo suffer from exhuast choking causing it to stalls.. well just to comfort myself cause if engine spoil faint that will be like.. burnt big hole! also worry my best bud rol will be upset.. me and him worried for days due to this...
he is always so nice to me i dont want to make him upset..
i maybe money minded but i will never forsake good friendship for this..
lucky lucky lucky nothing much wrong with the vehicle reason is due to improper combustion on desiel car ... so as suspected CHOKE!! cough cough .. so went to the service centre renault ... lucky he just service his vehicle recently and he pay nothing meaning i pay nothing yah!!!!!!!!
and after our worries is all gone.. he still dare to let me test drive and practise on muitistorey carpark .. sob.. touch ..
thanks rol u are the best..
treat u another day .. i know i sucks.. but u are good as a bud as a pal as a bro!
thanks
here some pics we took with my digicam meiqi also bring out her cam to snap some kekee..well this was early in the morning..we send her to smu to work...
then after that rol and me went to raffles to meet up with riona, an insurance agent, new friend i met at dblo, she ask me out for lunch so we sort of chat up a little.. maybe i'm not that outgoing type so didnt have much topic and stuff..
no worries.. i just typical i only go crazy with people i'm comfortable with.. hahaa
u know who u guys u are k !! ..
