another sunday ...wait for buses
yah .. did all i can to relax and enjoy my sunday... slack the whole day ..
woke up at around 1230p.m and hui call me at 1p.m to ask me out to accompany him to get a new PSU for his pc.. which the cause of his pc cant work.. so end up at simlim again .. and yah he decide to get a new casing.. quite nice one... i went and buy some cdr.. cause need to pass some cdr to a friend to help me burn some stuff..
after shopping i went down to the food court to have my lasak yong dao fu .. not bad but i know very fattening -_-" after that went back straight to pasir ris... while i go and return some library books while hui meet up with zhizhao.. for shopping again... but i decide to go back home to rest.. too tired.. and took some pic at the bus stop while waitng for bus...
anyone hear of the bus and bus stop story... i think i hear the story from a movie or from some friends... it goes something like this..
love is like taking buses... u are alone waiting for your bus that bring u home at the bus stop...
the first bus comes to you way.... it is too crowed... u are unable to hop on it... and it just bypass you without even giving u a chance to hop on... u miss the first bus...
the second bus comes in next.... it is a non aircon bus.. even though it stop right infront of u ... u decide maybe it is not good enough, u may not enjoy the ride or feel comfortable with it... so u let it leave u with other passagers that will like to take it.. u miss the second bus..
the third bus comes along..... u are tired already and u find that the time is getting late... u rush and hop on it.... at first u find a comfortable sit and rest on... after a while.. u discover that u actually hop on a wrong bus that bring u to somewhere else u dont want to go.. .. u rush to get down now.. but a little too late.. u are at somewhere else.. u need to do a detour again ..u are back to the same old bus stop again ..
the forth bus finally comes along..... u seem to comfirm it is the right bus...
u are too tired to think already .. so u just hope it will just bring u home... and may the journey bring u back home safely ... wait wait... it doesnt end here!!
maybe u are too tired already to detour.. and say yah what the hell and decide to flag for a taxi and reach back home fast...or just hop on to the car that stop by for u that willing to give u a free ride.. which u dont know how safe it is anot without risking it..
or some might just walk down this road alone... cause u know by walking alone u have no restriction and u wont feel in-sercure.. u may feel bored, u may enjoy the scoll down the quiet street till u reach home...
so which route are we actually choosing.. lets ponder abit... k :)
hot news! hot news! my friendJEM kanna rob at JB! .. freaking unlucky right..friends intending to do new year shopping at JB pls be extra careful k...... haiz.. poor jem.. now must be cursing them big time... singapore is safe afterall .. jem dont be too upset over it... ok ... relax man bro!...
good luck will come your way one .. yup take care! ..
pet terapin tam chi gui
hmmmmm people ask me if i have a pet.. i think i have.. my pet terapin.... with me since 7 years old... ok finally took a piccy of it... was a gift from my papa at 7 years old.. and like time flies so fast... it just alone in the round basin and my family feed it with prawns, raw meat and tortise food.. infact it eat everything...
having such a pet.. i think some how i dont know the feelings... i like it alot.. i clean it shell... but haha cant talk to it like to a dog at least a dog bark back to response ... for chigui.. it will just either choose to hide the head in its shell or .. swim ... .. or i can pat it or sayang it.. hahha... ok lah .. but time flies fast also it is 17 years old also ba...
old right...
yah .. that about it... hahaha nothing much to write i guess..
anyway spend my sat relaxing at home but i'm so freaking bored.. nothing much to do .. but to practise on my keyboard...
the night before was out with hui and jem to get a harddisk. and i spend on a sd card reader at 16 dollars.. quite good .. (installed in my pc already ... next time i can save files on my sdcard also .. since i got a spare 16mb card...)had our dinner at simlim square the ba chor mee pok was alright but we complaint cause the ingredient is getting lesser.. and hui bum to a ex classmate of his... have a good chat... after that we go back to bugis street and bugis shopping centre... before that we bypass a dark mail at bencoolen shops are close early.. with hui's ugly expression .. taken ... =P dont know what he trying to do ..
the train was quite crowed so take a few super close up pic of us ... bo liao right? i'm the one so bo liao .. nothing to do ..
here i'm snaping myself , i know super bo liao right.. but what better thing to do sometimes..
hmmmm but i need more comment on my blog.. sad.. so at least i know what to write...
maybe i should ask 'xiaxue' what to write blogs that attracts readers... but i think she will surely say pls improve in my english and spelling and vocab before asking her any question.. ok i know my english sucks! =P
after that went over to hui's place suppose to accompany him fix pc.. but .. got something wrong with it still .. so nothing is done but to sleep at his place for the night... waste time..
now is sunday .. i also dont know what to do... sicken .. monday will be back to company for a test. .if fail will be terminate.. huahahaua... just hope to make it thru .. at least work for 3 months..
ok a sick day ... time to think of something to do .. at least!!
down with stupid flu bug!
... caught a stupid flu this hot afternoon .. guess must be the aircon too cold in office.. then went out to the hawker where weather too hot and have a too full meal and then go back to cold office.. was so sick after that.. sneeze non stop... the feeling is.. shitty..
tomorrow got a test i think.. wonder how will i able to do it..
sian... tomorrow can wear casually to work .. yeh .. finally off with the tie thingy ..
today, kor is back... he is back from hk already .. and this is the pressie he got me!! huahahaa.. great.. right.. i took out my long emptied chivas .. put it by the new chivas...( new chivas comes in metal box huahaha so nice) ... and took a few pics on my bed... nice right... chivas is still the best for whisky..
thank you so much kor! YAH!... more drunken nights! oppps! i did it again!
a tired day ... mid week celebration with....
nah i aint at the club today ... i'm with hui and wenz accompany them to shop buy stuff and eat... it is good to be out wit hthem.. but it is certianly very tired.. cause a long day of work ... getting more and more restless lately... we walk from bugis to jian dao jian to have dinner... the curry rice thingy .. not bad taste alright.. but feel it is quite cold some how... anyway.. enjoy the company with wenz and hui.. ..
too tired i need to rest maybe i blog more a little tomorrow
different points of views
took my cam to take the area near my work place..
this is about how far i can zoom from my location
can u find the where did i zoom the buidling to ? no prize if u can located it. :P
i reach home at about 7 today .. and the next thing u know i took out the cam to take the sunset again .. yesterday was the skyline, but it turn out abit yellowish ... cause of the bright sunlight
and try to take a even closer snap of the sunset..
and there sunset from my window view...
i believe most people have seen sunset before... but sometimes aint all this moment seem differently when u look at it at different directions? and just slow down your step a little to take a clearer view...
maybe one day i will take my lousy camera and take sunrise...i know of a good spot to look at sunrise but i wonder how if it will look the same again when i go back there again ..
vanilla sky
sometimes i just dont wish to wake up from reality...
sometimes i just want to stay in my fantasy...
sometimes i just dont want to held responsibility...
sometimes i just want to be free...
Vanilla Sky is between reality and the dream world...
anyway ... all this has no meaning in it... just write for the sake of writting..
took this pic at home.. when hui msg me to take a pic of the sky...
and come of with the idea of vanilla sky....
night
the wedding trip
Couple united together.. blessing moments, church wedding, cannon in d played.. here i'm there witnessing thier joy.. :) one word to describe love' in the air. Congrates to keith and diane.. :) bless with joyous love. thanks for inviting me to witness your wedding..
there i'm taking every chances to snaps pic of them with my old sec school mates... miss them lot but well guess we all have very little time for each others only such special event, we may meet up and update each other about our life.there is dex, yun and kai in the pic
well there is more pic for example a pic that is me with just the groom keith.. i think he is trying to find his bride.... :) look at his eyes scanning thru the audience and yah we also took a pic with the best man tronk! great work tronk, cause as the best man, he has to run up and down with the groom while all of us have our wonderful wedding dinner, he will come by and ask us hows the food, ain it great? hahaha.. poor thing.. keith u better take care of your best buddy too k !
and then i was also taking pictures with my two lovely sec friends yun and kai.. yun say i'm quite bo sim the last time, we met up was also requested by her -_-" ..i'm so sorry, yun i just worried that might disturb u know as usual.. kai on the left.. yun on the right..
and there was cindy,her sis(wendy) and ada... it is great to meet up with them again .. specially cindy and ada .. cause it is only like if there is chance and luck, will bum to them .. they are all busy career woman working very hard.. hope they wont mind i load up thier pic, they can always drop me a tag to ask me take down k :)
after a wonderful dinner and wedding reception, it is time to move on :) bless this couple with all the love the world can give.. do take care k... ain they just lovely ok i force them to take a pic of love for me :)
yah, that a wonderful day attending a wedding of my good friend :)
after that ada drove me home thanks.. :) and i had to upload the pics to all my friends now...
when will be the next friend getting married? and will there be my turn? ha?! comfirm not so early..
I do ... 我愿意
thats about it my first 'bomb' arrive... :)
two sweet old friends unite together..
我愿意
思念是一种很玄的东西 如影随行
无声又无息出没在心底 转眼吞没我在寂寞里
我无力抗拒 特别是夜里
oh.. 想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即 朝你狂奔去 大声的告诉你 hmm
我愿意为你 我愿意为你 我愿意为你 忘记我姓名
就算多一秒 停留在你怀里
失去世界也不可惜
我愿意为你 我愿意为你 我愿意为你 被放逐天际
只要你真心 拿爱与我回应 我什么都愿意 我什么都愿意 为你
delicated to my two loving friends .. keith and diane
work and play is tiring...
working , playing.. working .. playing.. how can someone balance it well...
i know i cant.. it is like a nightmare to me... it is tiring..
anyway meaning.. was force to dbo again by mr jo... but the difference is ..the next day i have to wake up early to go and work... some people can really balance that well.. but ok i still manage to by pass it the whole day without falling asleep..
but certianly i'm so tired when i fall into infinity when i reach home.. but that very night i need to meet sk for a movie.. i nearly overslept..woke up at 0945p.m and still manage to reach PS by 1030p.m without taking a cab catching a 1140p.m movie.. bad education.. a spanish movie... the dialog was interesting the movie making is different... the way they behave and hand things are different.. but it is about fags, gays, transvesites, and cross dressers.... open up my degree of seeing a different type of movie.. while waiting we drop by at secret recipes to try a banana choco cake.. quite nice. it taste smooth not sweet at all, yet it taste choco... i like.. then we went to the arcade to play some games the takko drums things and also intial D... she drives carefully..-_-"
.. sk is quite a different gal from others i know.. at times she is quiet at times she is hoppie.. at times she is like in the world of her own.. she is alot more mature in thinking even thought i'm older -_-" but ok i'm comfortable hanging with her here and there.. at least there is some art elements that i can discover from her to myself.. anyway .. after that show we took a cab home.. next u know i was also so tired and fall back to sleep.. lucky today is an holiday .. some pic i took yesterday .. didnt take much pic.. i dont want her to feel like i over snapped her and upload her on my blog.. she say got copyrights k .. haha.. on our ways up the escalator
on the cab back home..
thats all .. i lead a simple life of nice friends hanging in and out of my life..
life is .... kekekee just ..... different everyday?
upload some old pic which taken last week or the week before.. me and my friends at fisherman village.. take with lovely ping... :P keke like i force her hor.. yah lor really forcing her.. =P teaching her what is..
next a pic with ming... ok ming if u dont like this pic to be up here? i will take it down k ... i feel it is nice so i put it up hope u wont mind.. :)
and jem artistic pic taken by me.. huahah.. so sad looking
hmmmm a pic of ray smoking .. very nice taken i think ...
ta daaaa.. this is popo the singer... !!!and she sing quite well...very well edited hor this pic... like a pop singer like that.. .. and the next thing was singing at ktv with hui on another day .... forget when le.. was an enjoyable trip.... yah remember it was the day i help hui to buy books at suntec...
next time to blog a little... about today .. first day of work..... environment wise.. i think this is going to be quite tough but guess it will be alright once i get use to it... anyway ... meet some nice chaps working same company with me.. we are all trainees... alot of them just out of army... all very friendly.. but well we really have a hard time starting out ... but we will learn slowly i guess... and even though as a helpdesk serving end user i believe i'm going to have a hard time... lucky i dont get angry easily... hope tomorrow will be a better day ..
after that meet up with hui and jem and also saw popo for a while... then popo went off very quicky cause she need to go home to have dinner...
left with jem, hui and me went to shop at tm and cs.. i spend 90 bucks buying my frangance.. very happy with a new scent... got to sleep le tomorroe still have to work time is already 130 .. shitty ..
cut things short
yah meet up with hui today after his driving lesson to go to expo robinson sales... he spend about 150 .. i spend 180 on clothing also.. haiz.. sad super broke ... tomorow is our first day to work.. but certianly i wont want to over dress to become clown of the day .. but then also must have some presentable clothing.. and my request for shirt pants and tie!!.. TIE le.. i hate tie .. see see my neck so big.. tie so small.. it is killing me!..
next we went to tamp to eat.. .. and then .. yah go back home...
my friend taoyong come over my place to pass me a wedding card... my very first red chai dan!!!>.he is a very old good friend of mine ... finally settle down... very nice of him .. he rather deliver it to me then to send it to me thru mail... so must attend it next sunday ... ..
my friend already settle down.. for me? i dont even have my first love.. so sad hor...nah wont think about it...kekeke ....... i already have a big headache le.. so better dont want any more of stuff things to be bothering me..
i sleeping early tonight... .... cause tomorrow have to work .. wonder how it is going to be like
this is sick .. huahaha
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a confusing few days... moodless
decided... start the work... work for singnet .. only 3mths.. i need income... i will pick up other skill sets(hopfully) in this 3mths.. i will search for new chances out in the market.. if there is a better job .. i may just break the contact... but well think can survive thru this 3 months or even more.. even if i have not make a decison by then .. i will start a course or study at mid year... which i might just end this job...
i have consult my bro... he say just take it... sometimes somethings just come to your way maybe good or maybe bad.. just try first... at least u try.... i'm just out from ns less than a month i can get a job.. thats good money .. no matter how less ... a 1k a month a year is 10k.. thats may not be alot but it is enough to be less taxing to our parents...
next thing he say is... so how much mama ask for? -_-" see how stress i'm... ... this is how much mama wants n\/... i think ns better....
haiz.. work first work first.. who ask i'm not smart and good enough .... .. hui also got a job as IT trainer so everyone will start working soon... i just hope i'm still as active once i start work... i know how slack i will get once i get tired must be more energatic..
tomorrow have to shop for some formal wear.. haiz..
today went all the way to gombak to fix my bro's gf cousin's pc .. whaaaaa very long distance now... -_-" kanna alot of stupid bugs... ok one more pc fix under my hand .. total pc fix ... 4!... is this a fix pc month .. -_-" .. whats more .. free labour for my bro... but really have a nice talk with my brother... he is so amazing.. sharing his stuff and i can see he is having a very good relationship with his gf... very soon sista in law..huahaha .. haha he going to hk next week.. ask him get me chivas ....
ok lah ... i really moodless to do much ...
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WOO.....A 真本性怎可以改!!
你勿说话 皆因今天的真理...讲起始终都跟我 有段距离!!!
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* 只想吞千吨的怒火 未去想失声高叫
I'LL NEVER DIE !!!I'LL NEVER CRY...YOU'LL SEE!!
WOO....A 可否争番一口气!!
WOO....A 真本性怎可以改!!
i start to forget i used to listen to rock music... too much love, r & b, weepy songs are corrupting my mind.... \nn i'm still the devil boy... .. anyway .. this ain considerable good rock also.. just.. i cant find ways to load my type.. huahahaa.. so this song fit the mood now... so use it...
not my happy day .. but well
having a bad morning think i piss another friend.. whats wrong with me...
haiz.. just hope she can forget it... meet up with hui and wenz for a movie...
kongfu hustle... dont think wenz enjoy chinese movie.. but hui and i .. find it quite enjoyable... graphics is good.. but some stunts are expected.. but i guess not much people willing to do such intense graphic for a chinese movie... so guess it worth watching the movie..
after the movie we went to eat bak gu tea near simlim area... not bad but very stingy in giving the soup... consider having a good meal.. and we just sit near the area to play some bubbles thats hui brought along... wenz entertained us while we watch her play bubbles like a little girl..... thanks wenz for the company.. the company say suppose to give me a call but they didnt .. i dont know why... maybe i have to send more resume again .. ..
too bo liao also wanted to test my editing skill... find that hui stand to far away and decided( suggested by wenZ) to do some editing... hope it dont look too unnatural..
i cant sleep
i dont know how to blog recently.... for the past few days... been doing things here and there.. since friday been out... out with hui to ktv.... relax for k lunch,, cheap but the food provided sucks big time... next went to TP to have some flash back with hui... it was enjoyable on this trip... memories ... i miss those days.. hui join the alumin in order to use the swimming pool... actually wanted to swim.. but i actually forget my swimming truck!... ok .. so i end up sleeping near the pool while hui has his dip....
meet up with ming, ping, jem, ray at fisherman village at night.. talk about this and that finding out a little bit of pieces of each others life... each of them have something to bother and plan.. while me... still quite lost... it was enjoyable night out.. too quite some pic but well .. somehow i havent decided which to upload... still have to wait for ming's permission before i can upload any of her pic here...
sat meet up with hui again.. this time, we went to the library sales at suntec.. to help his friend rod purchase some old books... i recieve a call from one of the company which i send my resume if i'm interested in the job they offer.. i say yes and yah they say they will call me up on monday(today) to arrange a face interview but they never call yet..
after that we meet his friend rod's gf, for a ktv session... quite a funny person very friendly even when it is first time i meeting her.. after that we meet up with her bf and all of us went down to bugis to have our dinner before going our seperate ways... end up having another short nap at hui's place .. ... i stay at home on sunday ... been very tired since friday .. but i end up doing nothing constructive except slacking at home.. .recieve another call from an agency if i want a job as an IThelp desk .. i didn't turn that away .. they call say will call me to comfirm again on monday( they did call say they will send in the resume to the company and may call me for a a written test) .. but i was quite indecidable, if i should or shouldn't take up this job..
i don't why.. maybe it is contact base.. maybe it is hourly pay... after much consultation from my friends.. i recieve alot of feedback.. make me even more lost... but then thinking of better then doing nothing might as well take up and challenage that i face... even thought it may not be a good idea... but no harm trying.. the most 3 month... else it can be a career else it can be somthing that i may not even want to do again in my whole life time... at this stage i still lost..... i just dont want to think and let nature take course... ... good or bad only if i try i will know... maybe i'm not even fit into thier bill.. so at the end they may not want me too ... cant think of it now... freaking confusing and i hate this feeling... i must learn to listen to myself ....
yesterday night wasn't good i think i pissed my dear friend which i really concern .. maybe she aint in a good mood also ...and i certianly know that she is a person that have her own mind.. which i shouldn't even try to change it...but i do wish to care for u more as a friend...even u like to say i'm kaypo.. but i want to say i'm in wrong yesterday... i'm very sorry... i know u are reading this ...
whats the problem with me sometimes... i just get into people life... i'm like an attention seeker sometimes... i like like to get into people life when people are most unwillingly to let me do so ... i'm so idiotic and most of the time it just backfired.... people who in other way round give me concern i will hide away... people who are nasty to me try to change thier thinking about me.. people who care less about me i try make them accept me.. whats wrong with me... this is shitty... i know my mistake yet i just keep stepping into it.... i should just keep quiet again.... i getting more and more noisy nowaday....
today i went to sim lim with hui... bum to jo's parents and sis at bugis as usual it is nice to bum to people.. jo's parents are always very friendly.. they are very interesting people which many people ain like them ... i just went forward and say hi to them... it was like great fun seeing them when jo's mum will start talking saying this and that ... but i say a quick goodbye cause need to go somewhere else..
went to sim lim to seek for a motherboard with hui.. haven decide on what to get.. the standards are different now from old pc and new pc... so alot of upgrading is needed.. i told him to settle for a second hand parts...first since he still not too sure if he should upgrade anot... tomorrow we will go down again ... we walk down near to flea market and jalan besar to have our dinner... and look at things.. quite an interesting sight, i have discover at this lanes... things they sell ..... ..
ok i'm tired but i cant sleep.. been thinking.. i not been learning not been practising not been doing thing constructive ... i dont know why. i dont have the passion in anything......and i really mean everything. i need some motivation.. i need some guide... good guide..
too much things happen in a day!!
recieve a birthday card from wenz :) ain she sweet always so encouraging to me?
ok back to yesterday ... the actual day of my birthday ... spend some time with hui we went cycling at night and eat huang li chao fan at fisherman village.. then we went to blk647 where i used to hang out under the void deck to drink with hui... after talking rot for 2 hours .. we went back my place to chill off spend before i cook for him a spendid mushroom scauce spigette..
back to later in the day of my birthday... meet up with my dearest jie.. lynette.. she is always so sweet, kind, lovely and willing to spare her precious time with me... we went to PS have our dinner at bakerzinn... her treat.. ain she sweet.. and that day she issit feeling well and yet she willing to spare her time with me.. i'm so touch ....very touch .. some of pic we took at bakerzinn and we also went to pool junction to have a few games ... and force her to take some close up pic with me ;P thank you jie... once i manage to get my life going .. i'm going to be super nice to u too :P i promise k ..
sometimes i just feel that i dont deserve to know such great friends, i'm so bless to know them all... who are always so sincere and truthfully sweet to me . all this food is my birthday treat from my jie .... yum yum!
and i also shared her share of pizza. .cause she cant finish it.... this is fattening! but she told me not to waste food...i keep trying to snap more pics when she is playing pool.
after that we left in a cab as she send me to MS to meet up with jo, edwin and hui( i ask him along cause it is my birthday)yah there is jowee, edwin and me !!! 2 guitarist and 1 bass player .. wooooo... next pic was hui and me outside the club
i have fun that night..cause it's my birthday they are there to celebrate with me.. but i guess i make hui drink too much and he have end up puking the whole night thru... edwin drove us home... and jo, himself have some problems which he have to settle so he was running around...
i also got to know a new friend name jes took a pic of her courtesy from her... maybe find one day to know her better :)
i guess i shouldn't load up her pic till i got her permission ... so thats about it ... i will update more next time.. this is freaking tiring ;P
