prevent my blog to die..
well i have to write something else my blog will be like dead..
1.my heart is occupied by my dear... cant help it, she is simply too lovely, the only think that can make me smile now is to think of her, and my heart is like melting like mm chocolates.. melt liao melt liao.. =^_^=
2. my mind is occupied with alot of stuffs.. work, future plans. whatever else that i can think of.
3.i need more time for my friends!
4.i think i really need to fall sick so i can get a MC.. sian sia.. everytime sick halfway .. else pls send me for reservist i need a break from my world...
5.considering all those factors i'm still very bless and contented.
ok take care all my friends i miss you guys so damn lot... ping, ming, yi, jem, ray, hui,wenz, lynette jie, kairen, joan, ces, lian, vampy, sk, zan, rol, meiqi, ronald, ong, jowee, rud, adwin, ken, engchuan, poly friends(angeline, ting, ziting, peiling, lisa, kenneth, janet, shufen)... all my others friends not mentions u also includes lah just lazy to write out liao .. haiz.. got time we must meet up .. haiz
finally i can breath!!! because i finally excerise -_-
yah .. finally manage to jog.. or should i say walk...hauahahah no lah jog at mj again.. finally i can feel my lungs pumping air.. its like.. very long since i actually run.. but i know after that meaning aching body!!!!! arrrrgh endurance.. kanna of scare now.. must take ippt before jan so must like train a little wonder if i have the time.. must try to force myself to excerise at least 1/2 hour a day hope so only lah .. haiz
cant sleep
somehow my insomia comes back again all the sudden..
i cant sleep for goodness sake..
wonder if i'm really stress out..
how i wish i have some assistance..
should i call out for help..
it is so crazy somehow..
but still i'm enjoying this process..
i must be mad..
reason of why i can't sleep..
work..
like my manager said to me..
when come to sunday evening your head starts to plan on what u want to do
and achieve next week, without planning i'm sure to have more headaches later..
but well even thought i'm trying hard to plan what to do..
i guess it is not possible till i'm doing the work..
i'm like thinking each and every possible ways to handle certian problems..
but always end up having some stupid issue later on..
the feeling is kinda shitty..
i must constantly reminds myself of not saying anymore things not under my knowledge later when meeting my customer..
stupid customer give me headache which not done by me..
it is not me who provide you this spec. not that i promise u this results but end up i have to handle the issue till it is resolve..
it will be good if customer listen to your advise but then what do u think?
nah they wont..
later u see more issue coming up for the changes you do for them..
this is killing me..
1 more super delayed case which is also my first case.. hopfully everything will be resolve by changing the stupid lens..
1 case suppose to close and i been like already done my best..
1 case close and now they want to enhance it requires my 'technical' skill
1 case keep having issue on hardware side.. provide the best support liao but keep on having some stupid issue.. i dont even face it myself in my location dont know what they try to do..
1 new tech skill i havent even master walking now want me to fly.. haiz
try liao can work but then go customer's place more problem face..
1 new case up tomorrow dont know what other hell problem i'm facing on that
1 new case still pending and recieve no news from them that requires me yet.. hope they dont get me pray hard..
7 cases and i'm like following up each and everyday with this crazy stuff..
i need to seek solution to this..
pls help and enlighten me pls..
else send me someone who is able to assist me..
why my senior so busy.. how i wish i dare to ask for thier help.. but then..
1 more day if i cannot handle i must ask him liao.. hope that he can spare a little time to assist me.. which i know it is so hard cause he is so pack up also..
dine at home...
always wanted to prepare dinner to the girl i care for at my place
yup .. the feeling is erm... good but somehow or rather not as romantic as like those tv u see those candles lights, in nice dress and clothes
but still ha..
don think can wor.. it wont be like that 1 .. those tv 1 all are fake
cause hor. .
1. first preparing of food need to go and buy food..
2.then buy food liao must go and wash cut take out all the plates to like put aside... which uses alot of plates..
3.then cook liao if need to fry then it will be oily all over the places
4.then include yourself u will smell so fishy or meaty if u need to handle those raw meats
5. then those food turn cold when left there on the table to wait for u to clean up wash up the place may takes time
6.then how about u go and bath and dress nicely your food turn cold
yah mah how to do it.. tell me? see i tell u it is fake ..
then prepared food meat dont tell me just throw into microwave.. then that is not consider cooking also hor .. hmmm next time i go buy prepared food.
see then after that the worst part is to invite your girl, which she will dress so nicely into those gowns, style up the hair and also wear silitos shoes into your house u also wear shoes around your house? naahh.. then eat liao too full do what? dance around the dining table? kekeke
tv show are fake but well for me i enjoy my process to prepare for her.. she knows how to peels potatos she knows how to assist me, we go to ntuc together to buy food to prepare... what more can i ask for?
ok above are craps haha.. kekeke
some people says if u keep saying i love you, it might get meaningless and worst, you never meant it in your heart...
but to me saying 'i love you' delievers a message that i wish u to know now that i'm thankful in having you this very moment and the very next moment is to love you even more not by saying but by my action,my concern,my care... like what you have say to me, saying goodbye issit the end but a fresh begining which awaits for the very next moment, we see and feel for each other..
we should always be open to each others feelings, corresponds to each other emotions, romances. i enjoys what i call the 'dumb' things we are doing together now, sharing the feelings laffing at each others jokes even completing simple tasks. it is simply satisfactory doing things together with the one u wish to share with.
for more i wish to say like i always do that is.. i like the way you love me and thank you for loving me...
I like the feel of your name on my lips
I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane
But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I Love the way you love me
I like to imitate ol jerry lee
And the cue of your eyes
When I'm slightly off key
And I like the innocent way when you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they all come to one reason
I could never live without you
I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me
Oh Baby, I love the way you love me
