Friday, December 31, 2004

another two days

been very busy for the last two days.. first went down to my company to collect my cheque.. then rush home.... yasin coming over with his pc .also got problem .. but tried many ways but cant really get it up .. till almost give up and i told him leave the pc here first.. jem come over to my place to take win 98 from me... cause his pc also down ... and with his magical touch he manage to go to the installing level!!!>. which basically i was doing the same thingy like he did earlier.. but still after installing level it hang again .. this time my magical touch i manage to get started and complete installing of the new OS!!!>. faint.. ok after that.. cook tired jem a meal .. scauce hotdogs egg and bbq scauce dory fillet, hope it taste ok for him ... huahaha .. but think he is too hungry to think about it..

then i was out with jowee and ruddy .. accompany jowee .. he was so upset..but we didnt end up drinking any where last night..

he went to look for num1 but num1 refuse to talk to him... then he go and look for num2 to settle off.... cause he love num1 ... well num2 also cant be bother about him...

rud and me was like spinning around city area on his car... and bro rud lend me his car to test drive.. it was like.. whaaaa great finally i get a feel of driving since a long long time since i got my licsence ... after that we went to boat quay to look for shah (he is my singer) we suppose to go to johore much later.. but first we have to settle jo.. we send jo at around 315a.m and we went all the way to johore had rud's car petrol pumped, washed and had or meal there we are out of johore at 530a.m it was like a fast thingy.. send shah back home and next was me... i wend back home and submit another resume... and then went to bed at around 7a.m woke up at 12 to go down to my aunt's place to fix my cousin(jesmine)'s pc ... like i assume harddisk problem ... help her to setup a new os but it come to updating. .can't imagine i'm using a 56k modem it takes hell of a long long time.. was consider enjoying myself stay at my aunt place jesmine is a smart girl, she is going sec 1 next year.. and u know her PSLE result is 259 she went into special stream... i know i never able to get that kinda result... u go girl .. your big kor kor will look after u k ..

find out my aunt very alike to my mum .. keep asking me to eat lah give me this and that to eat like i will faint like that.. then try to give me some money for the effort i help her in to fix her pc... but i refused it... but she keep pushing the money to me.. even try to put it in my bag so i dont find out about it.. huahaha .. but ok still i return it to her... $$$$ fly away . .cannot take lah !! i big boy finding job soon!

then rush home at 11p.m .. haiz.. nearly faint.. never used a 56k modem again!..


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

boring two days

basically i'm struck at home too lazy to do anything constructive... did send out a resume for a IT job.. dont dont see i recieve replies... try hard to install win xp to another harddisk .. but when come to updating online i face w32 problems like previous nt2000 .. sickening.. wonder why just by going online i can get so much virus torjan and bugs... so using my winnt to download the updates first.. reason of doing this is because.. my little cousin's pc is facing some problems aunt ask for help, mum ask me to go and take a look... but i guess most likely it is harddisk giving problem so might as well take my old harddisk and try to do something if it is hardware problem then i will have to there and test out... the sad thing is.. they stay at sambawang! .. ok that will be an hour journey ..

saw my friend posted this in her blog... so i also go and try and i got this ...

:: how jedi are you? ::


i know nuts about jedi and stuff.. but i know starwars part 3 is coming out soon .. so haha give a try. ... having a slight flu now... haiz later i go try to play the game liyi intro to me again ... i think i very sucky at that game.. cant find my way to it...

just now recieve a call from guitarist..that guy broke up with his Gals and i very drunk at home.. .. 's' because more than 1 at a time right? haiz ... wonder whats wrong ... he say he love her num1, yet he has a num2... and num0(ex) intruded into this also .. so it is a messy affair... think tomorrow he will pull me to drink with him... haiz... told him he shouldnt' have tried.. but yet he told me he is very confuse... people like me never been loved for 24 years cant even have someone to share my life yet he has one yet still want another... sometimes u really dont know what u have until u lose it i guess.. i pray i will never end up like that..

anyway enough of all this stuff.. lucky he never know i have a blog else he come and kill me hahaha...

Sunday, December 26, 2004

christmas eve and day spendid!

yup like i say .. have all the fun in my life...
on eve day wake up quite early to go to town to get pressie for my 3 bros. jem ray and hui .. got them each a t-shirt from bugis street. but i was like waiting at there for about 2 plus hours to get the t shirts cause most of the stall dont open so early and i really have a hard time choosing the design for my bros... anyway.. i also got myself a christmas cum birthday Shirt that burnt my pocket a little kekee.. but well like it alot but still think i have to try to slim down a little to look better in that shirt.. sob.. my stomach lah .. so big.. :_( BREATH IN >> BREATH IN HARD... but .. sob..still not good..

back to christmas eve... brought the present spend some time wrapping the gift at home... this is the most tiring part i guess.. then rush out to go to jowee's place to celebrated christmas.. before that went to siglap centre to purchase a bottle of red wine for his family.. ... his cousin yimin, yixing, melvin were there, jowee's gf linda, andy, lawrence, and yiming's gf , ruddy, rud's gf, and i even bum to my friend's sis wanxin there and me plus many other guests join in the fun to celebrate this nice and heartwarming christmas.. the food is great... auntie's western cusine is supperb.. very fattening only hahaa...

jam music with jowee, melvin and ruddy too.. it was great fun but of course i always sucks in playing haiz.. can forseek playing my bass le... jowee's sis(jolin) and friends also was there.. and they can really sing very well...

at 12 mid night.. they starts to play sparkers and crackers.. and melvin yiming jowee starts to make 'rockets' haha but ok only 1 manage to give a spin.. the rest cant fly up .. at 3a.m it is a game of mahjong .. haha.. ok.. i had all the cards but just simple no luck.. it is so upset... end up losing 27 dollars.. but ok lah all the fun keke.. alot of lesson learnt.. haha

then back home in the morning.. slept less than 5 hours wake up to prepare to go out and meet up with my gangs... ray ping ming liyi jem hui yuting at marina south for another feast.... the marketing was quite good at marina south .. they even provide van to bring us to the food site..

well we see how our lovely princess wenz uses her charm to get us black pepper crab and oatzprawnz.... kekeeke

today no camera no pic... hui's camera was stolen... haiz... so guess all the memories can only keep in the brain... sad i know i bring my webcam along.. ... then it was pressie exchange...everyone have a pressie that is 'thoughts' that count from each otherkekee manage to have a 'quick' forceful christmas hug on ping! hahaa.. ok ..i still wonder did i 'hug' her anot hahah ;> got anot u know lah huh kekeke..

this year i got a wrist pouch from liming it is so nice.. i like it alot wearing it now... very cool can use for jogging to keep my stuff.. pings got me some lumious thingy so i can stick on my wall kekee.. but will stick it up only when i have decided to paint my wall keke.. hui got me a card game.. kekeke can when they come over.. jem got me a inital D ]' car' which my hp is sitting on it now.. great great great enjoy all the pressie i recieve alot.. thanks guys! love u all much!

then after that liming and huiping goes off early to thier cousin's place for celebration again.. while liyi,wenz, hui, jem, ray and me went to play games... forcefully ask liyi to try car racing games keke hope she enjoy it.. she dont know why just dont want to try ..must try new things mah ... just have some fun mah ... :)

then we sqeeze into the bus and got us back to the mrt and each of us went sperates way home... it's great having u guys around u know... so much fun i can feel in the heart.. :)

so next week lets prepare for... u all guess lah ...
after much considering.. i think i'm having it again cause i just love u guys so much which i want to enjoy and see more of u people and certianly i dont mind planning.. doing things for u guys k .. hope to see u all ah ...

Friday, December 24, 2004

christmas eve's eve!

whaaaaaaaa another day of fun loving enjoyment of shopping for the season of love and care... but before i start to rake about today .. i better comment a little about yesterday...

meet up with jem at tamp suppose to buy some presents but cant get anything... i hate the feeling cause i see nothing right for my friends... then told jem to follow me to bugis suppose to get something from there.. but .. again i think i got a little mood swing with not good reason and end up buying nothing at all .. poor jem have to bare with me all this while.. but ok lah he got his gift from my friend's cart at bugis for his forum friends..

after that i meet up with jowee, ruddy, edwin at dbO.. lorana and gang was there.. suppose to be sherlyn's birthday but this lady i only talk to her once before dont really know her well.. just wish her happy birthday thats all... ;P then sharon, jac and heidi come over to join me, cause sharon says that chinablack is terrible they cant even get thier drinks and stuff.. so might as well come over to have fun at here.. all i can say is that dbO serves the best cheap drinks in singapore.. keke.. call me cheap stake but i prefer to drink there.. pris and her friend join me at my table too yah disturb them a little haha.. pris is another nice lady that got to know her at dbO and yah since always catch her around her so got to know her like and hi bye friend thingy.. can see that there is like a big gang over there right?

the whole night was quite fun the music was good drinks is just right..except jowee dont think he is having fun cause.. he got some problem with his gf and ok everything settle.. the night went off well, and even at the end we bum to jowee's ex debbie and her friend janelle.. ...it is like 2 years we have not met.. well ok as funky as usual, chat with her for a while..and also got to know a new friend janelle quite a fun loving person also and at the end of the day send them all back home in ruddy's car.

but actually i'm starting to have a hangover once i reach home.. hahaha -_-" ok lah i only drink on wed k .. ;)

let talk about wonderful eve's eve.. today is a good day .. recieve many many calls and sms good and bad .. yasin called to lend from me win 98 .. ping's sms me to ask me out for breakfast( sorry ping.. i having a hangover really cant make it, feel so bad) -_-" then i slept till 2 p.m went i wake up and get ready to go for my shopping.. i decide to go to PS.. and indeed i did most of my shopping over at PS... good place to buy pressie!!..

meet up with jem to drop by at SASA at wisma to get a hair dye and visit pris who is working there.. i decided to dye my hair into some other color.. faintz... and then give hui a call and find out that he is at far east with his newly make young friends and wenz was there also last min to join him... so me and jem also tag along..... jem left us to do his own shopping suppose to get gifts also.. after that me, hui, wenz and two new friends start shopping at orchard... wenz got into MANGO and start going gaga for clothes.. now i understand the meaning of MANGO ADDICT!.. accompany her in the shop for quite a while where she scans all the lovely clothing that is displayed.. leaving hui and his friends at mac waiting for her .. she finally decide on a lovely bag and a winter wear which she worrries so much tat it will not keep her warm when she goes back to aussie... but well i think this piece of clothing is indeed quite nice and we sort of con her into getting it... after that we took some photos and send her to the bus stop... hope she enjoys her shopping trip...

yah going to meet up with my peeps on christmas day to have food..cant wait to see them i miss my gang so much .. liyi ray, ping, liming, jem, hui, wen whaaa did i left out anyone kekee
...
yah got home and dye my hair... now it turn into some dirty brown stuff.. hahaa..ok .no choice no money to go to the professional to dye so DIY myself... the outcome issit that bad i hope.. but i look like a 80's beng now.. faintz...

ok think going to sleep soon ..when i'm free i will upload some piccy.. yawn.. merry christmas eve' eve everyone!

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

christmas is near! no time to blog!

ok . .basically the title try to tell what i want to say .. but something to share with u guys happen this few days..

1. i collected my IC ... long miss IC! i'm out of army le.. so i'm a civilian now.. good and bad i dont know... good luck anthony!

2. i going to go out now to buy some pressie for christmas..

3. i havent have any date or plan for upcoming christmas so i accept all kinds of dates..

4. tonight i may go to dbO but not too sure cause no KAKIS!!!

5. no time to blog!

Monday, December 20, 2004

back to camp for the very last time

yah .. almost conclude my NS life i guess.. in a while later i will going back to stay in for the last 2 days of my NS life... my buddies and i planned to have fun and enjoy our last time together in camp .. also can see my friends too... it is like i have just went thru 2 and 4 months years just yesterday ... well i dont know whats more to come .. but i'm certianly that i will miss this place for a very long long time... so finally my time have come... which most people will say that to those who just went in or about to go in .. actually army is really enjoyable... i dont see any trouble in getting to adapt to it..... so much less responsible to think for yourself your future... but i know i will suffer if i carry on it so .. guess i have enjoyed enough of such life... well any more thoughts i will keep it and write it again when i'm back home... cause now i dont want to think about it..

hmmm slept till 3 p.m plus today . .but was interrupt a few times cause suppose to assist kelvin to the work site again .. but later he change his mind cause he unable to pay me the amount he told me.. so ok lor.. another time... wanted to help him one.. but he say he will do it himself.. poor guy... he is business excutive for his company and yet he has to do such job.. due to irresponsible people he had... can tell he is very upset and angry ...forget it i'm just a relief i can help only what i'm able to do.. he say no need so i wont go into depth cause i'm still working for the money taking this as a part time job..

then wake up.. basically do nothing.. play the panio, surf net, and went to hui's place just to watch tv movie at his place, firstly help him distress abit, secondly, i watch part 1 of the movie at his place and we find it damn lame!! good laff.. so for part 2 we want to share the same joyous mood in watch this movie.. ok indeed it appear to be as lame as part 1!!.. ok .. after that i go back home and watch zhong yi da ge da, and cook myself a spendid supper to chong chong myself for going back camp tomorrow hahaa. then .. watch gu huo zhai 3 on channel U another good movie of mine time but ok lah .. quite lame still ... ...

i think i'm quite lousy in whatever programing i try to learn.. freak i still catch no balls.. haiz.. this is so bad... what else can i do ... shitty ..

think i want to go and lie down already ... in less than 3 hours i need to wake up ...

will up date very soon

Saturday, December 18, 2004

polar express christmas is so near..the year is coming to an end soon ..2004 i will really miss you alot..

polar express... quite a nice movie.. about believing in christmas.. bringing christmas closer when u watch this type of movie.. .. went to the movie with, guess who u all again should know...yesh m again it's a movie treat with hui and wen... u can just imagine that i slept for less than 3 hours after i came back from 12 hours shift work at guang ming shan?( did i mention that? =P)

i rushed out to meet them and for a meal and for a short shopping trip. Accompanied wen for an hour of shopping.. cause hui need to meet up with some club members. and i supposed to carry on to work at 7p.m again(it is 12 hours shift!! did i mention i slept only 3 hours earlier!!)... yet.. it was an amazing meet up and i glad that i never miss that.. cause... sweet sweet wen brought us christmas present!!!!!! it was an sudden suprise that we weren't prepared or brought our gift for her... she says she will be super busy next week and worried that there wont have chance to meet up with us... at that moment i felt so touched.. recieved a lovely present... she had got me a t-shirt from hardrock HK which she flew over for just a day work trip the day before... and this is not just a plain normal t-shirt k!!! ... it has a BASS guitar behind it..


















it is a bass thingy lor.. bass is my instrument that i loved so much... she knows that i play the bass.. that t shirt is just specially chosen for me!! not tom, dick, harry can just wear it k without knowing what bass guitar is !!!!kkekee ok unless she have others bass guitarist friends hahaa... nevermind.. and dont ask why is this piccy taken above the pc.. hahaa.. cause i need light for my webcam.. dumb cam !!
She wrote nice super card for us... very touched by her words.. whaaaa. this is so sweet.. i'm getting a toothache!!!.. (o^_^O)

p.m to wen... hey i can fit into the tshirt!! haha but ok .. bulk shape of my tummy only hahaha.. ok .. i will try hard for another year of slimming again i guess. .sob..


i really enjoy christmas and new year eve ever since i know my peeps since poly.. every year will be a amazing year.. and now all the memories start to flash back in my head again .. :_) miss u guys .. i miss each and everyone of u so much ... i will like to see all u guys and give u all a big big hug. wishing u merry christmas... another day, will be going back to camp on 20th dec and the very next day i have to conclude my National Service life... a new year, new things, new challanges awaits ahead of me... i'm feeling excited, nervous, uncertian and happy. cause i dont know what lies ahead.... anthony hope u can do it and do it wil well k .... i really hope i dont say say only... hope i got all the luck i can have ba...

Thursday, December 16, 2004

new design

black heart...
dark sky...
cold snow...
dry branches...
flare of light ...
lies within ...
antrence..

try to decipher the clues given...and see if u can find out what in lies within this new design
enjoy..

分开旅行

分开旅行
曲:David Usher/Jeff Pearce 词:姚谦 编:陈伟
我选择去洛杉矶 你一个人要飞向巴黎 尊重各自的决定维持和平的爱情 相爱是一种习题 在自由和亲密中游移你问过太多次我爱不爱你 BLACK BLACK HEARTSEND 给你我的心 计划是分开旅行啊 为何像结局我明白躺在你的怀里 却不一定在你心里巴黎下了一整天雨 不想要去证明 也不知道怎样证明相爱是两人事情 我不喜欢你怀疑 怀疑爱是可怕的武器谋杀了爱情 我在这这里本来是晴朗好天气BLACK BLACK HEART SEND 给你我的心 计划是分开旅行啊为何像结局 我明白躺在你的怀里 却不一定在你心里巴黎下了一整天雨 休息一下不需要那么的密集不必每一秒钟都黏在一起 你问我爱不爱你 这个不是个问题早就说过需要空间才能继续 我也真的不希望你离去我们就试试看各走各的路 嘘 别哭 这个只是个短短的不见别搞的那么复杂 你不是一直说要去巴黎吗


wed.. wake up early in the morning to accompany papa to DBS building to sell away singtel shares.. then after that drop by at pico to collect my cheque... sometimes this is one good resources to earn quick bucks.. then decide to go ktv with hui.. just two of us... strange but it is indeed so much fun.. we can just sing and sing songs that we like.. add, update, delete, select whatever songs we want, dont want dislike. very different from going with a group of people where we need to spare thoughts for each other.. so it was indeed quite enjoyble.. during the session recieve 2calls and some sms one from my ex colleuge kokhong.. to ask about some stuff i did for them during my attachment another is from pico kelvin asking me to help him in another job but this time is at a strange place.. better not review the location.. else people will ask me how come go there and work... but well it is 2 days assignment.. just another way to earn some fast cash for christmas again i guess.. sharon ask if i'm going clubbing today.but she herself may go may not go cause her friend may fly her kite...but without jowee usually i wont go .. he is too busy now.. so i'm not too sure if it is good or bad... but if sharon did went.. hope she enjoy herself there.. sorry maybe another time i join u k .. thanks for asking me...

intro by hui this song 分开旅行 find it quite nice indeed... maybe because the song infront they mix with.. i forget what is that song call if anyone know maybe u can drop a msg at my msg box to inform me... after that we went for our dinner at food court.. and walk around tm and cs. bum to my friend, huijuan at blk505 area.. she look so tired with her dark dark eye ring.. just hope she will take care of herself.. been very long friends since sec.. but never did really contact with her like as usual i'm the bo sim one.. :(

after again the trip back home.. back home was... bored... i dont know... a sudden emptiness again filled my heart... no reason... ...eva seem not in mood to talk so i guess better not disturb her.. i know she is not feeling happy.. hope she cheer up soon k ... take care.. ping is also not in mood to chat...she says she is worrying for her grandma... pls take care..

i msg kairen.. kind of miss her cause she has not been online for very long while... not been able to rattles with her.. make me uneasy at times.. it is quite fun to talk to her... and most of all i enjoy her accompany alot at wee hours ... wonder how long can this continue...

msg her wonder how she is and say i miss her a few times haha .. ok she is busy out with her friends, so didnt sa much but just return each other with some caring msg... hey girl if u read this.. when we meet up for supper again or catch a movie...i'm still free to catch incredibles u know ;P

wenz fly off to hk i guess for her assignment.. how lucky can that be and suppose to be back in 2 days times... guess if she is back we can catch polar express... else may have to postpone it... anyway i got two more working days to carry on.. so just hope i survive.. next week will be collecting my pink ic already... wonder how will it be like.. haiz...

still cant find a perm job that suits me... i'm so slacking..

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

what can i say? should i deserve such nice friends around me :_)






















aint it sweet when u have someone willing to spend thier time making u a cybercard when u are sick??

aint it sweet when u are sick your friends around u ask u to take care and concern on what u suppose to eat and not in case it make you more sick??

aint it sweet when u have people forcing u to go and sleep when know u are sick?

they are my friends who care for me.. .aint they just simply sweet??

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh wo hao xin fu wo...

ok.... haha spend my evening with cute liyi and craze jem for a movie national treasure..
great and interesting movie.. can someone be so smart, think so fast.. but ok not everyone know everything they need expert in thier own fields... kekkee so they can get treasure..
after the movie we went home taking bus 81... haiz didnt have food.. very funny why dont we choose a place to sit and eat even thought we dont know what to eat... nevermind there still chance.. kekee..

next movie is increlibes havent find a person to watch with me yet.. sob.. and next next movie is phatom of the opera.. which kekeek i booking wenz to see it with me kkeekke and then kongfu!!!!! with hui and dont know who else want to join us?? still got shall we dance .. ocean 12.. whaaaaa so many movie!!

ok enough tomorrow may need to bring papa to vickers and maybe collect my pay and meet hui.. hmmm ok .. more blog tomorrow hopefully ba

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

1 day gone in... bed? still not feeling well but getting better..

thanks to all who give me concern... ... sob.. it is the best healing process i need.. ... must list down whose who take me to take care ah .. got hui, jem, rol, liyi, wen, lynette jie, eva, kairen, joelle, ping( ping the best say want to buy me chicken soup i know say say only -_-" u better score an HD for your exam k) tryin very hard to like practise my php and mysql but.. ahhaah die dont even know how to connect... haha well dont care so much ... try again another time.. to tired to think le...

later going out to watch a movie with liyi and jem .. haha best pass the sickness to them huahaha.. ok lah i can run around mean i getting better... .. guess will update more later...yawnz very sleep suddenly.... must prepare to go out le .. i guess..

Monday, December 13, 2004

i want chicken soup!... sob..

One whole chicken1 gallon water (enough to cover chicken)
1 onion cut in quarters
3 garlic cloves
1 inch of ginger root shredded
2 teaspoons salt1 pound new potatoes
4 large carrots cut in one inch slices
2 stalks celery cut in one inch slices
1 can baby corn

1. Combine chicken, water, onion, garlic, ginger, and salt in a large stock pot and bring to a boil. (Crockpot can be used but times are longer)

2. Simmer for 30 minutes to 1 hour skimming off oil and fat as needed.

3. Test chicken with a fork to determine when it is tender and fully cooked.

4. Remove the chicken and shred it, removing bones, fat, skin, and gristle.

5. Strain chicken broth.5. Add vegetables and chicken to chicken broth and bring to a boil, reduce heat and simmer for 30 minutes or until potatoes are soft.

which of u nice people will do this for me? i think no one except my mama.. sob..

i am falling sick, really getting sick, ok i'm SICK! sob...

ok .. should scold myself.. who ask myself so extra curse my ownself to fall sick.. now really sick at the wrong wrong time... feelign so .. bad... work for the last two days even i'm sick lucky it was short hours ... else i'm might faint...( abit of sat, finish work, i meet hui for dinner at enous... he also finish his job.. hahaa.. freak he say it is easy work .. i should have taken that then the security one... but ok lah he treat me some satay.. thank you bro, while i'm like abit sick ah ... ok u make it worst haha but i also to be blame cannot resist the temptation !! haha also must thanks jessica for the lobang and asking us to work.. thanks! u so nice... then we go play game at whitesand.. and ok i still cant play that super game!!! went back very sick and go and sleep early jem wake me at around 12 plus with a call which i dont know what he trying to sick .. was like super sick that time... went back to sleep ) ...
back to sunday morning drag myself awake.. go to PWC for the second last day of work..
but everything is over very soon .. can go and collect my pay on wed that's all i want to know... and is slack the whole day at home...

but i'm sick how.. how how how ...

but later in the morning i need to go and fetch joelle at airport promise her that will go there and give her flowers to welcome her.. brought her purple roses dont ask why this color..if i'm gothic i like purple she will like it also ba... =P ... but i find it quite nice to me...
promise cannot be broken .. i hope i fulfil it.. left with 4 hours ..

then later in noon dont know i can make it to meet hui for some dont know what programe stuff.. sick ... dont know ... haiz... ... spend a day watching hong xin da jiang.... ok .. my cute and adorable little IDOL .. WENWEN got the green apple prize.. so cute.. she confident.. kekeke.. anyone know her? knowledge her as my god sis can? hahaa.. ooopss .. ok too crazy le..
jaclyn slip and fall down ... so poor thing... see the clothes so long for what... the whole show is very stupid... specially the last part.. u know what i meant .. if u artists are lover then lover lah .. all your friends push u to each other like kids like that. .fun ah .. faintz.. dont know this so call 'idols' doing... image ba...

i sick very sick cant think le.. cant write anything le... good night

Friday, December 10, 2004

it is just a friday....

















recieve two lovely piccy that taken at meiqi's birthday last friday..my buddy rol's gf...
hmmmm cant really see the flowers right? yah that is the flower i brought for her as brithday present... she like the flowers but she say the flower smell not nice... hahahaa.. now i wonder how sunflower smell like.. hmmmm

went there quite surprise that day cause see two of my course mate who end up rol's new peeps .. they are samual and the other one they call him 'mama' i also dont know why.. hahaa
anyway it fun to know new friends very friendly people they are .. see sam is rather drunk quite early and u can see u have finish the bottle of martell and yah i'm holding on a bottle of volka .. haha ok i didnt drink alot....but the party ended quite early cause most of meiqi's friends need to go off.. and i dont know most of them .. anyway .. back today...

spend my day ... sleeping till late noon.. send some songs to yuting.. chat a little with ping.. dont worry, i never change much ... still the same old me... :) and yah went to novena againt to collect my uniform.. sian .. ... cant imagine have to work again tomorrow.... but no choice no money.. .sickening part... 12 to 6 .. haiz... ok lah no choice i guess...

then after that went to library to borrow a few books on php and mysql.... ... and if someone want to know how lousy i'm in php ok .. incase i dont understand one book .. i actually borrow 3 different book ... just in case.. abit kiasu right? ... hahaha.. ok . trying hard to start something ..

after that got home at around 7 and watch some tv .. and jem called and meet up with him and hui...we just walk walk at pasar malam ..
and thats alll go back home and write this blog.. haiz..
tomorrow need to work.. arggh

Bridget Jones Diary, The Edge Of Reasons












spend a day out with hui and wenz, it was a lovely afternoon to meet up with my two dear friend for a movie. we meet at PS first but find that the movie started late so we decided to catch bridget jones diary at Ceni leisure...
it was a funny, romantic and filled with british accents movie.. but this movie deserve a good rating cause it has lovely songs playing at the background at different stage of love... very sweet indeed... :) so people who want to know how simple love sometimes is... there can be alot of mismatch in this world but once u love that person nothing else matters i guess..















after the movie, we went to MR Bean again for sinful ice creams and brownie ...but we walk from sommerset to Parklane area again..
















we took some piccy at there... and wenz was enjoying herself with bubbles spinner brought at 7/11.. :)
















this girl really cheer our day up with her around :) well, we talk about alot of things, but mostly craps lah .. but it was really fun.... after that we went to have some western food and curry chicken before we walk back the same route to bugis again to the mrt station and bid goodbye to this angel...:)
thanks for the lovely company wenz.. :)

Thursday, December 09, 2004

alot of changes i need to set

hmmmm ok .. need to pick up my computer programing skills again .. ok i know i sucks big time but not choice.. if i have to depend on the basic elements of IT... i really lost trying to learn php myself and i find it.. i really sucky.. basic concept and stuff i also need some time to digest.. see how bad it is -_-" and my asp, it sucks big time.. all the programing is like so old fashion and without the basic structure i dont think i can even program out also... freak.. ok ..
i need to update my skill set for so many thigns.. haiz... feeling shitty when i think of all this...anyway .. lucky hui is there to assist me... really helpful of him willing to assist him but really cant just depend on him cause later he kanna 'fan' by me hahaa..

hmmmm went to interview for a part time job with hui today at emerald hill no5 .. cant imagine that my brother used to play drums for this pub now .. i may be going over to do server job.. my buddy intro me this job.. so give a try time is flexible for temp job ba.. need money anyway ... work at night.. no choice need money money money to survive.. slowly will find a better job.... hopefully the a good job will come..

hmmm been restless lately alot of things want to do but find that dont have the strenght to achieve it at times feel very lost.. but thanks to alot of supportive friends around.. i think i must work harder. dont want to disappoint them..

ok what next... i dont want to think anymore.. almost morning again need to rest..
have to wait for the new job to call us to see if we are hired.. haiz..
see how lah ... everything leave to fate...

i havent catch incredibles yet.. i want someone(preferbly girls!! else a group) to accompany go see this movie... who willing to accompany ? kekeek dont ask me why cause i just want to watch that..

yawn time to sleep ..

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

who am i? i'm just who i'm and who i want to be...

i do rock, but i dont roll, i'm very into music that kick some ass.
who am i? or i am who? or just WHO THE HELL ARE U!!
i just want to be, what i want to be..

i think i'm abit stress out recently, but for no reason, it is like in some part of my sleep i been trying to struggle very hard to wake up or move my body yet i cant control it, the feeling of something is holding me tight and dont want to let me go. yesterday i went into this zone.. where i think in dreams, i tried to struggle away from it, giving a thunder roar, to break the trap i created myself. there is this dark life that is trying to hold on me.. i manage to break it.. but i can feel that this life seem to be more and more stronger, i'm getting weaker and weaker...

tonight, i will challege it again i guess..if it dont come to me, i will go to u..



Monday, December 06, 2004

it is a sunday, a musical sunday













spend a day trying to figure out how to teach drums and also figure out how to play classical music on electric bass... sunday spend my morning and afternoon with two lovely ladies, liyi and sk. :) think i'm really sucky at playing and sucky at teaching but never the less, i think my place provide good food and good place to sleep.

sk was like enjoying my mama's cooking and she can really eat alot even thought she is so thin... zhen shi de.. i eat a little so fat.. haiz.. should have invited u more offen to finish up my food for me... kekeke =P

liyi also enjoy the food.. poor liyi is abit sick, must take care of yourself too ah .. dont play too much


















liyi playing my panio and sk trying out liyi's violin. she even pose for me to take a few piccy of her with the violin.
















i got a sucky video camera, fail me when i want to take pic.. so use webcam to take. but the quality also sucky.. haiz...
very soon after a heavy meal, sk fall asleep on my resting area, can see how tired it is just to play music.. then liyi plays her computer game.. yah help me create a new character.. thanks!

at around 4p.m, i send them off from my place and went to hui's place... end up sleeping at his place hahaha... hui really got the passion for designing.... cannot make it... when i woke up we start watching 'dumb' movie and series shown on tcs5, 8 and channel U enjoying our ever bit of show..... i think i want to go and rest early already having a headache now...

think will update more tomorrow.. tomorrow will go down to work place to collect pay and meet up with hui and yuting for coffee...

Thursday, December 02, 2004

starting from????

as usually mid week celebration kick off a 11p.m at dbo... sick of that place and today my guitarist seem like he is so busy moving up and down left and right... reason is.. 'dont tellin' and i was like so bored.. and they play hip hop songs so late like 0215hrs.. and lawrence was like so stone the whole night. already very bored ..
send our new friend katherine back to sengkang and from there i reach back home and download 1 song which i like the rythem that i manage to find the title call ' u promised me' .. yeah .. another inspiring piece.. chat a while with kairen i guess.. then i fall into the bed already .. still have to work later.. reach the deploy site at 0945a.m great i'm still having my head spinning... but no choice have to work.. it is an AGM for WEE POH LIMITED .. now i know why they need protection officers for this.. alot of rowdy shareholders and they worried that they might sirr up something.. and infact there is a few cases of unhappy shareholders demanding for entry that they are not granted. . so my job is to ensure they dont sirr up anything and exit the hotel if they create any trouble... basically quite good pay just to do this bad a little risk .. anyway it is my last job i hope for this security firm... thanks for the lovely experience gain..

reach home basically do nothing practise a little on the panio.. yah !! got my ink for my printer and can finally print stuff le ...

then i fall asleep on the sofa after watching happy fish and woke up by the gun bang sound of 'ye man qin jia'
meiqi sms me about her bbqtomrorow and this darling gf of rol( my best bro) not shy ask for present !! -__-" dont know what to get for her ... =p

now waiting for hui if he want to go for a night cycling and come my place to chill later


thats all folks if anything i will update later

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

You are one in a million



















piccy taken with yuting when jem, hui and me meet her up at tampines for a movie...
it was a good day on 291104, we meet up with yuting to catch 'taxi' the movie.. it was quite an
entertianing movie.. and i can see that she is enjoys the movie very much .. she even give it a
4 out of 5 stars...





















some group picture, we took for each other..... issit it great with her around us... for my part, i feel so pampered just with her around.. and maybe it been sometime i havent seen her.. i just cant' help myself to steal a few more looks at her.. guess somewhere in my heart i miss this lady that bring joys to our simple life... but came very fast and also disappear very fast... i just want to remember again tll she went back to aust again... thanks yuting for the spendid and lovely movie outing with us... :)























also take some interesting pic of this two bros of mine.. very act act hor ??!?!? haiz.. no choice
they waste 2 film by anyhow take some pic of me else i can display my pic also ..
after that i bummed to a old friend grace from tp .. she told me she just touch down from aust also ..
but she looks so lost cause she dont have a hp yet and is looking for a coin phone.. and i just lend her my phone for her to make her call.. poor girl. lucky she manage to find her friend.. hope we meet again some other day then :)

we meet up with ping to borrow a laptop from ping.. cause hui dont have a pc now.. poor guy cant do anything without a pc... ping look so tired.. her dark rings upsets me.. pls take care of yours k... she make me feel so tense even just by looking at her... i know it is a roller coaster ride for her for the last last month.. so she must spend every second meaningfully.. but it doesn't means that u have to make yourself look so tired and different.. pls for god'sake take care k...

spend 301104, enjoying my chat with jaz online thru msn .. new friend, i mention eariler, i got to know from sitex.. she quite nice to talk to, very interactive must thanks her again for the lovely piccy she took with us.. else i also got nothing to display even thought i been in the fair for 4 days...
some day we meet up for coffee or movie k?

then went for slow jog in the late afternoon .. spend 40 mins running from my place to interchange and then run back home... freak .. i think i become weaker le.. only 1 week never run i cant even really cover this short distance... really cannot make it -_-"

after that meet up with jem and hui to sum up the money we 'earned' from the fair... and collect our pay from ' jem' the boss.... and we went to central for some food.. and sucky indian rojok...

3 of us just talk rubbish on the way.... it is so nice just have this people around.. so much laffer.. i wonder how long we can spend like this... what will happen went we get busy with our own life and.... get seperated.... nevermind shalln't think of such things .. suddenly miss raymond alot... something is missing somewhere...

when i got home... rol call me to come by his place, he also ask yasin along.. they are also my two good pals who i know for very long.. it is great for a meet up as we all stay close... and rol lend me his renault kangroo to 'test' drive... and shit i nearly make a accident if i have not step on the EBRAKE fast! nearly hit the crub right infront ..cause my turning is too slow... very hard to drive a van.. but even that... he still feel ok ... but i feel really bad... yet he still bring me to a big car park to let me get used of the van.. it is very hard to judge but very soon i get used to it i guess.. but still very tense maybe it is my first try and i'm driving a van. ok i think i need more practise.. and i drive them back..

think i need to rest already now is going 6 a.m .. consider very good day .. tomorow is wed and guess that... it is jowee's day and so call i will recieve call for mid week celebration.. faintz -_-"

thursday i need to go and work in and hotel for some security work also... haiz how how...
take care to all friends that is reading this.. and thanks for walking by my path ...