welcome good fresh 2006, good buy wonderful 2005
FIRST OF ALL. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. HOPE THAT 2006 WILL EVEN BE BETTER FOR EVERYONE OF US!!!! YAH!!!
time to recall back all those good things that happen in 2005..
i guess this is certianly the best year of my life..
firstly i learn to understand myself, see myself and develop myself better.
never felt that good before. Guess once you have more goals in life, it makes time flies faster and more meaningful.
no matter how tired i'm, how lack of strength, how depressing i can get sometimes.. (usual PMS mode) life is not that bad afterall.
First, i glad to meet ailing. she is indeed a wonderful, caring, sweet girl, i guess i consider myself very lucky knowing her.. i guess we are still learning to adapt to each other, know each other better.. of course, i'm contented how much efforts, she can put in to bear with my insensitivness, pardons the mistakes i made which most of the time i realise it quite late.. and also love me for who i'm which i believe i'm not worthy for yet.. thanks for giving me all the strength that i need when i'm stress out and encouragement to complete each task well.
most important.. thank you for loving me. :)
next, i'm always like working more for my current job. it may not be that well paid and many says i shouldn't put in so much effort. but i guess this is a learn procedure. everytime i make a mistake from work, i'm at least giving myself a chance to learn more, and understand how humans commuicate in a world like this. this certianly make me stronger, at least this jobs currently able to safisty my craves to learn as much as i can now.. i wont say it is very fruitful job or people are super caring or nice, but i guess it is still workable environment which i give myself a chance to face challenages contantly. make it a clearer view of what i want in future.
well, thankful to my friends, colleuges and family that is always around me supporting me, i think i didnt spend alot of time in my social life nowadays, miss alot of people alot.. but well this pace that i'm going on like to balance everything, including relationship,work, family, friends, studies and everything.. i need alot of encouragement without all of you, i dont think i can survive, so i'm thankful having you guys.. thanks all my friends...
now i just hope that the new 2006 will even be better for everyone and specially me. i will certianly treasure all those things i having now and keep it well.
thanks all, loving all of you!!
anthony
ailing, 你是我心中的日月光芒 ;P
no words to describe my feelings for her.. :)
你是我心中的日月光芒
手中握着格桑花呀
美的让我忘了摘下
你的真带着香
你的香会说话
你的话好像只对我说
我的专长叫做流浪
你注定要为我绽放
我的心寻找家
我的家没有花
我的花却在这山谷等着我
若一开始没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿
我们怎知选择相逢
你是心中的日月 落在这里
旅程的前后多余 只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
此刻的无人山谷
仿佛听见说爱你
你是我心中的日月光芒
我的漂泊不懂泥巴
你的美丽不堪动荡
你单纯我迷惘
你恋家我流浪
山谷中这一切带不走
你爱抬头拥抱阳光
我得眺望下个前往
我走开你留下
我回忆你升华
至少我们会仰望同一片天空
若一开始没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿
我们怎知选择相逢
你是心中的日月 落在这里旅程的前后多余
只为遇到你多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
那天的无人山谷(那一天)
仿佛听见说爱你
置身在传说中人间天堂
你是我心中的日月光芒
带领我找到你的芬芳放不下
你是心中的日月 落在这里旅程的前后多余 只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
那天的无人山谷
仿佛听见说爱你那天听见说爱你
10 mins pass 1200hrs on my birthday 5th jan 2006
thinking of past few days..
did so many things
had a wonderful weekend of holiday specially with my dear to spend time with over my place from sat till tuesday morning.. it was really wonderful having her with me..
from sat 31thdec 2005 let me think of what i have done.. hmmm
first thing in the morning woke up by a surprise call from yuting..
yesh she is back... YAH!!! so happy that she called me as i didnt know her new number..
but i remembered that she is back on the 30th dec
then i end up woke up early and 'fall in' at tamp mall to have breakfast cum lunch with ping mei.. cause she call me to join her and the rest for a gathering of games at night and of course mac is a must... really happy to have her company me. then we walk around and i cant even decide on a bedsheet that i want.. feel very bad to make ping walking around endlessly with me..
i'm on the other hand is waiting for dear to catch a movie..
around 3p.m, dear come over and say bye bye to ping( poor ping raining heavily and i left her alone at tm while i go watch movie)
then after finish the movie dear and me go and buy some betsheet for my studio bed. then rush home to take a bath and change to meet up with ping and her dar, liming, jem for meetup countdown at minds cafe.. it was really fun to play game while i like the uno best cause it is fun..
after that we went back home dead beat.. which the next day me and dear have to prepare food for my guest to my birthday..
thanks for coming my dearest friends.. without them i also dont know how birthday will be like..
certianly this year is a special 1 as i have a gf to help me prepare. ..she is really a wonderful girl.. she is not scare that things will dirty her hand.. she is willing to walk up and down carry heavy stuff prepare food with me.. she is really a great girl, i very touch by her action of loving me..
my mum also super sweet and prepare most of things for me before i start cooking and without her i guess i wont have such smooth party .. .. from my heart love her lot..
then my wonderful guest got me super nice pressie.. i must thanks hui and jem for searching the items for me..and all my love friends who share my pressie for me.. ping, ming, yi, ray, jem, hui/popo.. shouldn't have make you all spend so much on this.. owe u all another treat....and despise that ray didnt come.. how i wish he was around ..it will be much more great fun.. it was a great ear piece and sd card come in super handy for me in work and backup... thanks alot..
rol and meiqi thanks for the nice jacket.. like it alot...that time i didnt buy it cause i worry that i wont have much chance wearing it but no worries.. my dear can use it as a jacket at my place kekeek.. but it is great man having it..
thanks yuting and pingmei's dardar ;P for givin me face and come over and giving me my favourite stuff.. achohol kekeke.. 1 red wine and and 1wild passion mix. great stuff will keep it for a while ;p
thanks popo to come over too cause with her it is great fun too..
that day my house turn into a gambling den.. hahaha .. the girls play poker really agressive..
but it was really fun... even thought they went off so early.. i do wish they can stay longer.. but i know they really need to go off..
after that we drink hui's wine and jem bailey.. great drinks kekkee i know dear dont like me drink so much... sorry..
but great that hui, rol and jem was stay over to keep me company and we play manjong till morning.. and well of all the things.. rol won the final game with 13 odds! oh my god!..
he is the big winner over all but poor jem was losing too much..
must thanks dear for bearing with me, patiently companying me while i'm busy with my friends..
then well all happy things end fast.. monday they went off .. and while me and dear have a great rest and which dvds and cook porriadges for the night.. it was great..
then the past two night was wonderful for 4 and 5th having ailing spending time with me.. taking care of me... she made me the sweetest thing i ever recieve.. selfmade chocolate.. so far i never recieve and selfmade pressies from anyone.. and dear really touch me alot.. it is so hard for me describe the feelings.. but it was just simply too great.. i love it alot.. thanks for the effort dear.. i'm really touch.. i guess i can only return by loving you well and more..
thanks
i guess i should end here. hope that this brand new 2006 will be a great 1 for everyone..
