tomorrow i will be better..(0101105)
each and everyday i discover a weak side of me.. ever since i learn to reflect my own self.. but however many times, i'm still getting myself into those troubles before i realise my mistake again..
i haven been thinking alot.. alot lately..
alot of things just came across my mind..
i wish i have ability to make things good..
just sometimes i do feel i'm a little bit drown..
i'm working towards a brighter route now..
really trying very hard..
i really scare of making a wrong move..
and at the end i will lost all things good things i'm owning now..
i guess thats like very common.. the more you have the more u scare to lose it..
well.. guess i shouldnt think so much again..
anthony buck up k.. i have lots of supports around even they are not there..
anthony you u still have you..
show myself some confidence that u always show people..
show those who u care, u love them alot..
u must be mentally prepared..
u must be physically prepared too..
bad or good things are all coming to you..
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school is starting for me soon .. 2.5 years to ahead
30 days to prepare
work guess i'm getting a little better now..
just hope that things will be smoother..
friends..i guess i been neglecting them alot.. sorry friends.. i really miss you people..
love.. dear, i know i have not been very sensitive, i know i have not been caring enough, i can feel that at times i'm adding on like a burden to what u are facing now, certianly not been a good bf, i should be to lighten your loads and bring more joy when u are down, i will still carry on to do my best k.. if i make bad mistakes that u cant stand, pls tell me.. u know i'm very dumb..and not good at words..
still i try to do my best k.. i love you.. hope u will never ever get tired over this words because they are really the words from my heart..
thank you for loving me..
:)
再说一次.我爱你
曲名：再说一次.我爱你 歌手：刘德华 专辑：再说一次我爱你记得
那天 你坐在我面前你的意愿很明显
等我的表顼我说 改天
等我有足够时间
我一定给你一次完美
爱情的宣言多想
抓紧每一瞬间
只怕故事已是昨天
才明白 忽略是我最大的缺陷
我真的 好想 再说一次 我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切 只为换回你
如果 时间 能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手
再说一次 我爱你
回忆 已经 没有你在我面前
看什么也会感到厌倦
我闭上双眼
多想 两个人盖一张被
一同刷牙 一同洗脸
才明白 错把机会
借给了明天
我真的 好想 再说一次 我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
逃避 原来 不是面对的道理
看清自己种下的可惜
重复后悔的延续
哦……我真的 好想 再说一次 我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切 只为换回你
如果 时间 能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手
再说一次 我爱你
circus the magical within
have you ever wonder..
whats within the cirus..
while watching Cirque du Soleil on art central let me ponder..
these people are skilled entertianers.. they are performing to to bring performaces
around the world, the skills by these people are trained till they are able to deliever what i call a perfect show.. once the show has ended in an country will will move on to another country to deliever it to more people who been entertianed by it again..
once they finish to world tours.
they will start all over again with new shows and bloods..
this may just keep on going on and on.. till the day when people will not want to be entertianed anymore...
let just see the 3 little girls from china which i believe many of the kids in singapore, are still carrying thier bags to schools following the education system..
while for them i believe they are trained since young or should i say from young thier life started with touring with this performace groups to move around the world.. so is that thier life?
i really ponders..
if i have such amazing skills.. where will i be?
dear is sick
i'm worried... hope she is feeling better..
dear love you take care..
reflections
have you ever saw your own reflections ..
when surroundings keep changing even you have close your eyes..
mind been occupied with things that vividly appears and disappears..
there you are facing things..
you cant figure out anythings in the surroundings..
it has been drown by slow heartbeats..
u feel that you are bleeding yet there ain't any blood..
u feel that tears are rolling yet there ain't any taste to this..
should it taste salty yet it feel bitter..
everything in this world just not what it should be..
simple blog
feel like sleeping..
hahahaha
dont know what to type..
many things..
but brain dead..
how to survive..
slowly lah anthony.. u can do it one..
miss my dear this very moment..
hope u can feel it..
i love you..
