不能承受的感动

hmmm lost another 2 kg consider good or bad? hopfully it is good and not just 'water'
anyway work very hard... 'daily 2.4km plus intensive training plus somtimes 'gym' plus somtimes 'swiming' .. dont know how much more i can push myself ..
then remind me of a movie..

shou shen nan nu..the movie goes.. sammi want to slim down for her bf who left her due to further study...and because of over stress she eat alot and turn fat... and she want to die if her bf found out... then andy came to her way to save her .. andy is a fat happy go lucky man .but of course he wasn't helpful at the first place.. a stranger coming to your life all then sudden .. teach her all the all those different ways of dieting... thinking all those will get u kill haha.. finally, andy supports her all the way to go to a diet centre... but then u know how hard it is to find the money .. he went to be illegal human punching bag to earn her the money... then .. she realise that what andy did for her ..你能够痛着对我好　难道我能假装不懂 they get together both slimmer and prettier.. guess that only happen in fairy tales and movie like this..

.. but people still die die want to diet.. cause maybe they just want to look good to the people..human like to look at nicer thing, first impression of a fat guy or girl may turn off people.. not many people will give a chance to see the person character.. fat people will always try to be bubbly, happy go lucky... reason why... well maybe this can hide thier sadness in therm... i'm fat and very fat before i know this feeling... but of course some people also not mind that they are fat or whatever cause thier strong character bring a a good person in them and many people actually fall for them when they know them better.. i see alot of good example around. it is the X factor like one of my man says... i just pray hard and hope for that to happen to me when someone see my X factor one day ah ? hahaa.. but i'm ok .. get used to all this stuff and kanna suan le... maybe my character not strong enough...

not everyone is open minded specially to looks else everyone want too look better, fitter and prettier. even they already have a good body pretty face they still think they are fat...or not good looking.. but this type of thinking is wrong..but yet..i'm also part of this people haiz.. dont know how lah ... how i wish i was so much silmmer at time just to look good.. but i also know i'm born quite this way with huge frame .. so i just want to be fitter now and happier i'm ... actually hahaa a song which i like alot..


不能承受的感动 (电影"瘦身男女"国语版主题曲)

谁说不能承受 生命中的感动 我们拥抱过
东京最美丽的梦 你的一双手有多普通
当时我 无法形容 放下才明白 爱情有多重
你一路背着我 累到我也学个懂 不够爱我的人
再美丽只是个梦 我的一双眼是为什么 想起你就那么红
你能够痛着对我好　难道我能假装不懂
* 全世界看不起你 难道我就能对不起你
就是爱看你这样子 样子还有什么关系
全世界看不起你 难道我就能骗我自己
爱情不只 一场欢喜 你不只是 一个回忆
拥抱你 我就会舍不得呼吸 #
谁说 不能承受生命中的感动　
我们 拥抱过东京最美丽的梦
我的一双眼 为什么轻轻地想起了你 就变得通红
你能够痛着对我好 难道我能假装不懂
Repeat *
爱情让人不分轻重 不能承受的回忆
就留给东京铁塔保守秘密


this song always touch my heart... also remind me to try to get fitter haha.. but too bad no love to motivate me to push that hard... anyway i'm doing it for myself now.. haiz.. aching tired but stronger and fitter...

this is my bmt piccy this piccy is a killer hahaa see ah all the XXX FACTORS

posted by antrence @ 9:00 PM