i guess i think too much..

i realise
i'm always a dumb boy
as usual i'm not very sensitive
it is hard for me to be the man, i always wanted to be
and nothing can be that perfect picture you see..
but well i will try my best again to remember and learn it..
just hope it is not the hard way again..

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i'm always too straight, i always come to conclusion too fast..
i should learn to see things at a wider range, bigger picture, more angles..
maybe that is because i haven gain enough experience yet..
try to work on this more i guess..

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i'm willing to put in whatever efforts i can to try my best if i have my aim for..
i believe that is my strong point cause i believe even i fail i done my best..
i again can see that i always try to put something ahead as an example to go further..
which then i follow the examples i set myself so i can see if i can achieve somthing like this or even better.. which i can see that i gain alot more once i mange that.. i'm happy with this i'm doing so far till i'm brave enough to step a few more steps ahead to try something different.

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i need to decide on what to take up very soon again..
i'm again struggling to take something i know nuts about, or something that i also know nuts about but then more straight forward in the path ahead...
i always thought i'm a risk person, determine to prove people wrong.. but i myself is scare and worries over things that havent happen.. cause i know i'm still not cut enough to make such decision.. of course i know once i determine somethings and my motive for i will go all the way not making myself regret.. so i guess again i need to balance that..
i'm thankful i have all the support i need..
i guess i'm fortunate but always forget about it when i'm happy...

anthony work hard again k ..

posted by antrence @ 12:16 AM