gain and loss

just feel like the title all the sudden...

i seem to gain alot of things recently.. but i also seem to loss many things...
i'm like feeling so pack in my life that i never feel so meaningful before..
but i also feel that i'm over pack in my life that i'm getting less energy to survive throught...
i think i need a break...

some how i feel that my friends and people around me are getting lesser..
it is either i'm too busy or they are too busy for me..

well, not that i dont want to spend time with them .. it is like i dont know how to spend time with them .. it is like.. i'm like.. haiz..
i wish i have more time for every little more thing..

i'm like super pack by study nowadays.. 1 week 3 days and more to come..
job is even worst so much things to do .. and i can actually secdule my stuff till 2 weeks pack... arrggghh..

next month exam coming.. hope i can find time to study.. i think i may really want to take a day leave .. see how ba...

posted by antrence @ 6:10 PM